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2005-11-22T02:05:00.000-08:00

i know this is quite late, but pple, im in 307! nxt yr. hahaha. it's kinda surprising tt im a sevener again.. haha quite cool actually. and im still index 19! lalala. ((: but no one frm 207's same class as me.. tt's official. :p. oh well.. it feels quite wierd lah honestly. none of the banders are even in my class lah. i noe a few.. yes but not too close.. yet. hahaha. i'll miss 207.. im used to sitting nxt to shuhui practically every yr.. used to huiyi topping the class in almost everything.. used to hanging out with ros suikim they all.. used to asking pinyan to buy food for me heh.. used to kendra's ultra lame comments.. sigh. i dont like change. hahaha.. ahwell.. i think 307 will be a nice class.. yeah. cos it's SEVEN! hahaha.

whatever. hmm.. my bro's watching spongebob squarepants now and im tempted to watch.. hahaha.. oh went to rent movies the other day and i found my ladder 49.. hahaha. but i didnt manage to borrow cos my siblings wanted others haha so i decided to sacrifice.. whee. i feel saintly hahaha. i know ladder 49's quite old now but oh well.. it's a nice movie i guess.. i hope it makes me cry.. haha

OH! ive got an announcement to make: auntie annie's pretzels ROCK! hahaha.. i went to buy one after dental.. ironic haha cos it was kinda sugary. cinnamon and raisins! yum! oh man.. ive nv eaten a pretzel for so long i forgot how it's supposed to taste like.. hahaha.. really it's very nice! cos it was like raining and cold but the inside was nice soft and warm.. ahhhhh. LOVE PRETZELS! esp the raisin-cinnamon-flavoured one.. (((:

listening to rosa now.. <333 ROSA! esp the horn part haha cinders..

2005-11-17T18:13:00.000-08:00

i just realised tt the classes for sec 3 are OUT. shoot. i kinda have this feeling i wont be in the same class as anyone frm 207. bleah. anyway. pea and suikim are alr in the same class. *jealous* hahaha no lah. but it doesnt really help tt not many pple have the same combi as me. oh well.. im gunna check it later when i go for band.

band. feel really bad skipping 3 pracs. still feeling guilty.. 3 is like a LOT. hahaha last yr i used to love skipping pracs haha. find all sorts of excuses. but now.. ive been more RESPONSIBLE. hahaha. proud of myself. yay mellissa. hah whatever.

today's kinda boring. hmm. no, not because there's band haha but.. except after band will be going town with my sis to walk arnd. haha and u nv will guess what we'll be looking for. BOOKS. yes haha im not mad and have not turned into a positive nerd. ((: oh! my mum gave me some extra cash whee. yay haha. i'll probably treat myself to gelato.. and and. i dunno. haha will see when i get there.

ouch and i got these gigantic ulcers and the side of my mouth.. i dunno why but it somehow gets kinda stuck in my braces. no wait tt's not possible. erm. i dont noe wads happening too haha. but it hurts a lot. it just keeps rubbing against it. pfft.

im bored. i dont wanna go clear my desk table. bleah. blog nxt time..

2005-11-10T01:52:00.000-08:00

im in m'sia now! whee.. haha in KL staying with my cousins for arnd a week.. haha. dont miss me too much pple! gunna miss 3 band pracs! oh man.. tt's like a lot. esp now concert's coming. hope i dont deprove too much. but no choice.. i'll prac harder when i get back yes. x))

got into IP. actually im not sure if im happy. dont exactly like hc a lot. as in ive nth much against it lah but. i just have this feeling im not gd enough for ip and the pple there are probably like hundred times smarter. so yes its gunna be more tough for me to survive. i'll be like forever lagging behind. not a very pleasant feeling. oh well. but i dont exactly want to appeal out either. i have no idea what to do.

ive always wanted to go vj. think the culture there suits me more. but its really far away frm my hse. and they have their own ip programme too. so it may be harder to get in. but i think its a nice jc where performing arts are strong in a way. sighh. dont think i can turn back anymore after ip. SIGHH.

i noe pple will say im wierd. i dont noe too. bleah. why must we decide so early.. i think the main reason why i dont want ip is cos i dun think i'll fit in. the pple there are so smart and all. :((( and even if i want to appeal to vj after ip in sec 4 they may not take me in. i mean i wont have Os. and i dont take hmp. haha hmp looks like hrmph. hahaha no lah jk. dont have anything to show. sighh. i dont know wad's gunna happen to me. and i dont want to know either. i just hope i wont regret in one way or another. oh crap. help.

2005-11-05T11:30:00.000-08:00

i still can get over choral nite haha. and i found this on BRENDA'S blog haha. acknowledge first, THX BRENDY! i think its meaningful..

"and as the curtain closes..we take our last bow..with pride and sincerity..

even though our story has come to an end..the spirit of 207 will forever remain (:

<3reminiscence"

2005-11-03T16:15:00.000-08:00

OUR CHORAL NITE ROCKED BIG TIME! yeah yeah yeah! both our chi and eng items were the best ever.. oh man it was so unforgetttable.

the morn was rehearsals in the audi. chi was gd as usual. we had to wait quite awhile cos our item was one of the last few. anyway.. our rehearsal was pretty fine too. mr tang didnt stop us much until the bowing part haha when most of us didnt come out. oops. :p haha.

then we went to coro for lunch. our holding area was the LT1 with 102. we wanted to slp but not much space. me and pris were slping on the table in front and ros was at the computer table hahaha. gd improvision. :)) some of them went to bathe and the rest were either resting or singing dang ou-into the microphone. so embarrassing! but i LIKE IT! x)))

then we started make-up. felt quite dumb cos almost everyone knew how to put except me haha =S. not gd at this kinda stuff mah. so thx to siyu i finally got it done haha. everyone looked really gd. and vera was going abt complaining tt she didnt have a chance to look pretty. ERMM. before the show started mr tang came to give advice and everyone was like real nervous and all.

we stayed in the LT until the 1st half went to perform. they were EXCELLENT! we were cheering like mad for them cos they were just simply wonderful. no mistakes and all of them were speaking confidently and clearly. im sure the audience loved them. to me they were the best tt nite! jolyn oh man. hou said her accent was "hen hao". and overall performance was also "hen hao" hahaha. great job pple!

but it made us feel nervous haha cos they did so well! pris freaked out a little.. scared we wont do as well. the hooded pple all looked ULTRA-COOL! it made me jealous hahaha. everything was in place we were jus waiting and praying...

then the runners called us out. we were all cheering each other on. the show was PERFECT. yeah. i felt really really happy! it didnt end as fast as i thought it would. but i was really proud of my class! yeah 207 rocked choral nite! pea and vera were great. hooded was scary enough. kendra and pris were comical. tai-tais and husbands did well as usual. and shuhui's ceo was totally cool! haha. "ahh. SONG!" hahahaha. and mr tang told us we were great! and we were all so happy and screaming for each other! it was so encouraging for our last performance together! oh man i love 207 i love 207 i love 207!! YEAH. =)))

it was the best nite of my life. taking pictures together, all the rehearsals together, cheering each other on, screaming "207 jiayou!", helping each other get ready. i love u guys to bits! thanks for being such a wonderful part of my life! and for giving me such beautiful memories! i'll nv foget the times we had together. =D

*As we go on, we remember, all the times we, had together... And as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be, FRIENDS FOREVER!*

i noe i use this song lots of times alr but it nv fails to touch me each time i listen to it. heh.

and so choral nite's over but 207'05 will nv be over! we will all continue rawkin.

2005-11-01T00:43:00.000-08:00

im gunna abandon my blog soon.. hahaha.. jus dun find much more meaning in blogging anymore.. not as much as last time lah. haha. oh wells. t

tmr we're performing for choral nite!! whee. quite scared.. but i think we've improved a lot since last time.. yay 207! i like our play.. heh. hope we'll do a gd job tmr.. it's our last time performing together pple! JIAYOU! its really sad.. sighh. only abt 15 mins and it'll probably be all over. 15 mins of running frantically arnd backstage. 15 mins of quick breathing. 15 mins. i wish the night would go on and on..

i think the first half's chi item is really good too.. i think we all are good.. haha.. to me tt is. i cant believe this is like the last 'together' thingy we're doing. heh.

15mins.

2005-10-24T16:35:00.000-07:00

bleah. im being forced to eat bananas again. ew ew ew.. actually bananas are ok but why must i eat them everyday???! they jus dun seem to get it. pooey.

on a brighter note, today was the inter-class captain's ball thingy.. whee! it was surprisingly fun hahaha. and WE WON! yeah! the plate division.. hahaha.. so unexpected. i mean the last time we played ball games was probably in sec1. yeah haha. and we thought we would be like really lousy by now but oh wells.. hahaha. we managed to win 3 out of 5 and drew 2! quite a gd accomplishment i suppose. and the final match was against 208.. they were seriously gd man, those pple. kinda thot they wld win for sure.. they seemed so much better. hahaha. they were really really gd. and we got stressballs! hahaha and some gummy sweet in the shape of gums and teeth. totally gross. i mean its kinda ironic when hey u're talking abt sweets and they are in the shape of teeth?? hahaha. yeah but the sun was ultra scorching! ouch ouch my skin. sure to get a sun-burn.. ooh.

im really glad tt we could win this as a class.. its really one of those other little memories tt u take home with you.. even though it wasnt too big an event but im really proud of us! even if we dun win, we had class spirit! yeah 207! i dunno how much im gunna miss my class.. A LOT. definitely. even the times in sec1 when we were still funky and quirky as ever.. we used to bully mak mak a lot.. me dor and shuhui sitting together at the back last time.. our countless teasing.. and the times we used to sit outside the classroom door and block his way hoping he cant enter.. haha and april's fool last yr we tried to trick him to bend down and pick up pea's pen while we rip pieces of cloth and bluff him tt his pants split. hahaha.. x))) it was soo funny. but he didnt fall for it lor. jus laughed off it. will nv forget those times man.

many other times too esp lifeskills camp when we found out what real class spirit was abt.. helping each other in every thing possible.. oh and our beautiful class tee! mine's still in gd condition! haha. *gives credit to pris*

and will miss the times we watch DANG-OU! in class.. haha. and ber, jia wen they all will start screaming when they see him appearing.. hahaha. then we would groan laugh and all together.. yeah. tt's actually one of the reasons why i started watching the show heh. it just brings back the gd times.. sort of. hahaha. I SHALL NOT BE SENTIMENTAL HERE.

20705 rocks big time. love all you guys LOADS!!

2005-10-21T06:46:00.000-07:00

lalalala.. gotten back all my results! heh.. kinda late i noe but. ahwells.. on the whole it wasnt exactly too gd.. heh. many of my subs failed me.. or rather i failed them. ermm yeah. but on the bright side some of my not-so-good ones were GOOD. almost worte goon.. hahahaha. really.. didnt expect to do well for chi and sci.. i mean i didnt do well for chi.. but it's gd enough for me! yay.. i sound like cookie monster x))) very happy i passed physics! my most dreaded.. so hopefully my term 1 and 2 marks can pull up a little bit..

so what have we been doing these days??! hmm. surprised i havent gone out since the ice-skating thingy.. haha. but hey staying at home and watching tv and be equally fun! haha. now i can watch for all i care.. LOST! finally after waiting so long.. too bad the season's kinda like over alr now.. bleah.

oh yeah and in class we've been watching this cute taiwanese drama thingy for the past two days.. some prince turning into a frog thingy hahaha.. i think it's quite sad lah honestly but i love the mother and son esp the son.. the zheng zheng person.. cant rmb his name.. quite sure i got it wrong.. hahaha.. but i think he's very farnee.. and the sound effects are also very cute! wasted i only watched today.. i think tian yu looks like rui en haha ohwells. yday was too tired and didnt noe the storyline so didnt watch.. oh wells.. so i'll watch on tv! whee.. hahaha.

and the rest of the time, speech. can be quite tiring.. haha but it's worth it! x] last time performing together as a class! [before we go our separate ways.. :((((] but anyways, jiayou 207! <333! cos this is what we'll rmb in the long run.. if only we could continue in the same class.. sighh.

2005-10-17T18:00:00.000-07:00

heh got back our math el and chi today.. math and el werent tt gd but chi was surprisingly ok! hahaha.

first was maths. i knda knew i was gunna die so i didnt really care heh. jus scraped a B3. oh man. quite lousy actually i was really hoping to do better cos my term 1 and 2 results were like 'vulnerable'. oh wells. hope i can still get an A. arggh. my paper was so full of careless mistakes i cld have banged my head against the wall. can u believe i actually wrote 2 and a half hours=180 mins??!! arrgh. cld have killed myself there and then. i still thot i was correct when i was checking. SO WASTED. bleah. pea was silently screaming too hahaha. but she did much much better than me! hahaha ahwells.

btw using diff font hahaha dun think it will make much of a diff though. heh *shrugs shoulders*

ok el was quite a disappointment.. i jus scraped compre but did better for summary.. compo was alright and unseen was pretty fine too.. so yes it's the stupid compre. i think it's those 2 mark questions tt i didnt do well.. most of them got zero. SAD. it pulled down the whole thing! one stupid compre. urgh. pretty happy with the other sections though.. haha surprising. :)))) esp compo and essay.. i got so used to getting 20 and below for compo and 15 and below for unseen tt this becomes pretty gd! hahaha.. yay. but in the end the overall still wasnt too gd lah.. tt's the disappointment. bleah. i really was hoping i could at least get an A.. HOPING. sighh.

chi! whee happy with myself! hahahaha.. i seriously thought i wld fail esp the cloze cos i cldnt understand at all.. hahaha but I PASSED. :))))) really really was unexpected. haha and i think i spotted a mistake.. hopefully can get one more mark for summary. whoa. actually was quite scared lor. heh i think it was compo and the letter thingy this time. like kinda jus passed the two segments.. phew. hahaha. so relieved. i passed i passed! yeah!

ok so tmr's hist and geog.. bleah. not really looking forward either.. think geog wld be pretty careless too as in marks thw\rown here and there.. so in the end prolly wont be too gd either.. haha.. but i really wish geog wld make it.. sighh. cos so far like none of my subs are tt gd.. banking on geog pls pls.. cos i noe hist's gone. hahaha.. quite sure of tt.. yes. im not gunna think abt it anymore.. heh who noes maybe if i really can do well i'll switch and do geog nxt time.. maybe. nah.

sighh. tmr band starts already.. oh man.. so long nv touch my instru already.. guess i need to start all over again.. ahwells.

2005-10-14T06:21:00.000-07:00

sigh. not in a very gd mood these days. crap. how would i know what's wrong. whatever.

yday went to ber's very-nice house! haha. too bad the pool cldnt be used. they were trying to build some kind of waterfall haha. i love it outside esp at night. soo cooling. only she has two dogs. ahhhh! hahaha beattie was scared too and shuhui. haha didnt know beattie this type of pple would be scared lor. oh well but she is! haha so everytime we moved arnd the house we wld look out for the dog first.. lala. ouch but i sprained my ankle.. kinda dumb so dun ask why hahaha.

today nothing much happened. was watching tv most of the time since the sinseh said i shldnt move too much. yay i had an excuse to watch my dear telly. but went back to sch in the afternoon for speech and to say bye to miss lee. i cant actually believe she's leaving already. it's quite hard to imagine. i nv really expected her to go. doubt it was cos of us lah. she still seemed happy with us jus now.. haha. oh man. she made me feel so bad. im sry miss lee for the times we've made fun of u and even though u nv really took it to heart it still makes me guilty.

actually there's so many gd points abt miss lee. she's actually quite patient and makes sure u understand if u even bother to go up to her personally and see her. and though we may not really like her teaching styles smtimes like not answering our questions during lessons, but every teacher has their own styles i guess. jus cos we dont agree doesnt mean she's wrong. come to think of it, as much as i wished she could respond more to us i think she isnt tt bad a teacher. it's sad to see her go and it's even 'sadder' to know tt during the period of time she was with us, we didnt treasure her presence. bleah. at least she's caring when u talk to her personally.

oh wells. smtimes i wonder why we do things. in the end everything just vanishes and all would be in vain. im 100 percent paranoid. about what and why i dunno. whatever, it will all be over rite?

2005-10-10T21:20:00.000-07:00

IM FREE. i so cant believe it hahaha.. today was the last paper! when ms lee said one more min i was really counting down hahaha.. bio and chem was alright i guess.. it was PHYSICS. hate physics hate physics. YUCK. the questions seem easy but LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING. hahaha. i think i messed up tt part for sure.. quite sad but oh wells.. hmm.

yay we went ice-skating today! hahaha.. shuhui went back with me first to change.. it was me shuhui ros siyu huiyi pea suikim pinyan sijie did i miss out anyone? dun think so. haha it was so0 fun.. we took bus den mrt and ate at outside kfc.. tt wasnt the fun part erm. haha we went in jus after they cleaned the rink so it was nice and slippery! hahaha. i was helping shuhui and the first time i saw her more or less scared hahaha.. no lah. den i was helping pea too haha but i got a lil backache after tt.. inference question haha. jkjk. siyu learnt pretty fast haha and sijie is so fast! oh man i cldnt go as fast as her.. scared i'll bang smone or push tt person down. sijie was like jus swimming in and out haha. and all the ice skaters looks so pro even the kids.. jealous i didnt have a chance to learn hahahaha.

oh and den there was The Girl. hahaha. she was only abt p6 i think and she had this bunch of frens but i dunno wads wrong with her lah seriously. she went up to ros and went "BOO!" ros almost fell lah.. she was like a complete stranger anyway. den she went to this guy in his 30s maybe hu was jus learning and told him he shldnt walk but slide or smthing on the ice. and i thot tt was pretty rude and mean of her. i mean after all she's still young and it's not like she's all tt terrific. yeah and she was like kind of disturbing other grps of pple.. even this really pro kid hu was having lessons i think. she almost made her fall too lah.. haha den sijie decided to boo her back and i think she tried to chase her but cldnt catch up.. haha yay sijie!

after tt went to play gamse whee.. i feel like such a loser cos i have no ide how to play.. haha nv played before. anyway quite fun too lah.. haha played the race car thing hahaha.. and managed to beat ros! *grins* hahaha but i lost to suikim.. didnt noe suikim this type of demure girl wld be so aggresive hahaha.. first time see her play this kind of game lor.. thot she'll be more lost den me haha. huiyi made me feel better.. haha. (((= no lah.

took bus back with ros.. so tired! my feet were aching so badly hahaha. sigh she was yawning away beside me too haha.

oh man i havent touched the com for sooo long. i almost feel off the chair. cant believe i even forgot how to sit.. hahaha. ok tt's exaggerated.

OH! we got in for el speech!!!! yeah! hahahaha really really thot we wont make it at all for both.. so happy.. haha JIAYOU everyone! at least there's smthing to look forward to now after exams.. whee. x)))

2005-09-16T00:42:00.000-07:00

today everyone was like half dead cos yesterday was rushing to do finish the home econs and sci sias.. haha i think pea brendy and crystal all only slept about one or two hours.. poor thing.. but everyone slept v late lor.. suikim's eyebags were so obvious and she got performance tonite for the zhong qiu wan hui.. im not gg.. haha.. shuhui performing too JIAYOU! xD even the EVER-ALERT miss lee noticed and she decided to postpone our quiz.. whee. but at the end of the day she still gave us a revision paper.. thanks a lot man.

so here's wad happened today:

7:35 walked into class.. was late cos of the rain.. was strolling up the stairs hoping to miss pccg as much as possible.. den smone asked me wad i chose for sub comb and i was "oh ya! today hand up rite.." so we were talking and discussing abt it and den had to touch up on the sias.. and miss lee starting talking abt overcoming probs and having a positive attitude.. haha.. her obstacle was swimming in deep waters.. WHOA. hahaha.. den we were laughing at her.. oops i noe its mean but..

8:45 yikes summary! i didnt noe how to do.. haha ohwells.. nth much happened haha..

9:45 went to art room with shuhui.. had to finish batik and she had to do her sia.. recycled paper.. hahaha.. my batik still looks wierd.. she told me to crack a lot mah.. no like got so many lines it doesnt look nice and lost the effect already.. hrrmph.

10:15 was kinda looking forward to home econs cos we were supposed to make mooncakes one.. but guess wad. miss wong suddenly last min cancel the lesson. -_- so only mrs lee came and we were allowed to do anything we wanted.. most went to do sia. but i mean how can dun feel like teaching den dun teach.. wah. we all missed so many cooking lessons lor.. now miss again. so sad.. and nxt week's presentation.. sighh. sian. need to make the stupid dish again.. so we ended up talking to mrs lee for the rest of the lesson and talking abt sub comb again.. haha.

11:15 history. by now i was soo sooo hungry!! and mackintosh was rushing thru the lesson cos he say we were behind time.. again. hmm.. shuhui was already sleeping and ros was kinda sleeping too.. i was tired too lah.. but managed to follow.. hahaha.. after much difficulty. den mackintosh towards the end of the lesson started to teach frm the back of the class.. haha.. think he saw shuhui losing focus hahaha.. den we got back our tests.. did pretty ok.. :D

12:20 hah.. he delayed us for 5 mins! ohwells.. den i had to give out scripts and had to do it fast cos the classroom was supposed to be locked.. haha.. yes smone caught eating again.. yes! finally cld eat my bread! whee.. hahahaha..

1:00 chinese. bleah bleah. hou told us to take out our txtbks..

1:10 hou is still trying to get us to take out our txtbks.. hahahaha.. amusing man.. cos we were like trying to settle down and keep our sia stuff.. hahaha.. and jolyn had to do some canteen survey too.. hahaha.. so we ended up wasting like 15 mins of his lesson.. whoots. hahaha

2:00 yay! sch ended.. can finally go home sleep.. im so tired! but waited till 2:30 cos didnt noe if the 2nd half pple wanted to do speech or not..

ok.. i think i wrote a lot.. hahaha off to study.

2005-09-14T18:08:00.000-07:00

haha my blog's DEAD now.. heh. dun have time at all to blog lor.. now's ITE in sch.. jus finished doing some questionaire abt my sch.. hurhur. okayy...

why does everyone wanna do chem and physics?? hahaha.. i cant stand physics larh.. wad with resistance circuits moments.. sighh. i cant seem to understand anything so nothx! pfft. hope i get into chem and bio.. haha.. everyone says bio is too diff and they rather do physics cos its easier to score.. but i dun wanna be stuck with physics for 2 more yrs.. more den happy to drop it.. got 161/2 upon 30 for last yr's paper.. haha.. it was the worst out of my three sciences.. heh. physics is one big nightmare.. i dread it so much, so even if it's easy wad for?? heh. besides i wont be LEARNING most likely MEMORISING hahaha..

so yes, follow ur heart! im gg for bio.. hahaha.. mrs wong was trying to influence us to do physics.. but i think bio is way more interesting.. and heh.. tho i dun exactly love it too.. ahwells.. even IP doesnt seem all tt fantastic now to me.. so actually i dun really care wad happens to me.. dun wanna think abt it yet.. hah

lots of pple wanna do geog too.. sighh. i want hist.. boo.. i'll prolly wont be with many of the seveners.. quite sad.. i prefer hist got bad experience with geog this yr.. haha.. but my hist isnt tt gd either.. bleah. i dunno lah..

anyway now we're supposed to edit our video and im sry ber tt im not doing anything.. i'll prolly mess up the whole video anyway.. haha

band's suspended too.. quite fast actually cos other pple still have cca.. whoots.. dunno whether to be happy or sad.. ermms.. im jus afraid after tt when we come back i'll deprove which is very very likely.. arrgh.

oh ya.. hou got a haircut tt looks the same style as brad pitt.. whoa.. hahaha and we finally got a new projector.. haha.. it looks real cool and much better den the previous one.. haha got new speakers too! whee.. haha

ok hafta stop now b4 mr shone sees me doing this.. haha

2005-09-07T11:15:00.000-07:00

sighh. havent blogged for awhile.. dun feel like doing anything now.. dun have much to say.. hmm.. this is wad happens to ur brain after studying too much.. but actually i dun think i studied a lot. heh. dun wry suikim i take 2 hours to study geog.. haha.. cos i was slacking.. and i took another 2 hours once to do chap 4 of hist.. cos i was trying to draw a mindmap to summarise everything.. and i think i took too much effort to make the mindmap look nice and colourful haha.. and it wasnt much of a summary cos most of the tb stuff was included.. oh man. but anyway, it looks GREAT. yay.. beautiful mindmap.. my first time lor. oh well.. dunno wad's wrong w/ me lor.. jus cant concentrate on anything. dunno wad im doing.. heh.

i think i got insomnia too.. hifive shuhui. xD woke up today b4 seven.. arggh. why do i keep thinking it's a sch day.. sighh.. thot hols can wake up late.. =SSS.. i smhow always end up waking up before 7.. sighh. makes me so tired can.. no energy to do anything..

listening to phantom of the opera again.. whoots. haha.. i admire andrew Lloyd webber hahaha.. he's such a genius lor. i mean to compose such a fantastic piece of music.. =)) i can listen to it forever and ever..

*anywhere you go let me go too. love me, that's all i ask of you]]

off for lunch.. very short post, yes i know. oh wells.. =)))

2005-09-02T18:10:00.000-07:00

yay.. hols hols hols.. whee haha.. but it's quite packed.. mon got sci supp and speech prac den piano and tues got band for whole morn and may hafta do project after tt.. hmm. wed think im free.. but tt wld be for mugging and thurs got band again in the morn.. fri im free! ok, maybe it's not tt packed.. but still got a lot to do leh.. revision sian. =S cant wait for finals to be over..

today rosy was very restless haha.. and we had our time trial on unseen prose and poem.. haha.. i overheard smone saying she didnt even bother looking at the poem.. haha.. cos it was too diff.. i think it was quite nice, as in the last part struck me. but oh wells, i wasnt smart enough to fully comprehend it so i play safe and opt for prose.. abt some segregation thingy lah.. heh but i think i was quite o-o-p.. as in i didnt use every part of the piece, only like certain sections and i kinda kept dwelling on it.. heh. oops. okayy but wad can i do.. hmm. 50 mins only.. was wrrecking my brains.. cldnt think of much to say.. hate it when tt happens.. and i suddenly cldnt think of the words i wanted to use.. i knew it was smwhere there in my head but smwhere behind.. arrghhh. so i had to make do with erm. simple words. haha.. hope james tan will be more lient this time.. heh. he always so strict lor..

my com was lagging jus now.. but yay! managed to check my progress report today.. ok, it was alright lah.. not too fantastic yet not too bad either.. and thankfully hou didnt fail my sia.. haha.. i thot he'll think i nv put in effort so mark me down.. hahaha.. and surprisingly he gave me b c c b.. but my com cldnt read chi, so i had no idea wad it was.. haha.. only got ees for maths lor.. heh. so unexpected.. haha.. thank you ms lee! =DD and sci mrs wong said i got potential of i was more focus in class.. hur hur. ok.. like i got pay attention lah! my physics so sucky obviously have to pay attention wad.. plus she so hard to understand haha..

we were talking abt IP and Os too.. hmm. seems like now more pple wanna do physics den bio.. pffftt. yuck yuck yuck.. i hate physics. bleah bleah bleah.. its revolting all the formulas and stuff.. haha.. seriously cant imagine myself gg into tt line.. everyone says bio got more to memorise.. but i think its more interesting.. makes up for the memorising part.. i want bio! haha.. even though i dun like sciences at all.. whee.. and ber told ms lee she wanted to be plastic surgeon and she said smthing i dun noe wad.. cldnt hear her lah.. hahahaha.. but i think IP got lots of stuff to manage.. quite tiring.. i dun noe.. i think i'll be happy w/ anything lah.. jus tt i dun exactly wanna go hwa chong.. oh wells..

2005-08-30T12:05:00.000-07:00

ITE now.. heh. dunno wad happen to our group's video thingy but
MY NAME IS MARIANNE. MELLISSA LOVES ME. SHE HAS TO HELP ME WITH ITE OR ELSE I'LL DIE. AND I'M SURE SHE DOESN'T WANT TO SEE ME DIE.
tt was the despo marianne.. haha. she cant upload her dreamweaver which was due like how many weeks ago.. tsk tsk. NAUGHTY GIRL. haha.. =)))

so anyways, kinda miss blogging.. heh. my blog's gunna be dead soon.. lalala. but no choice lah.. i havent exactly mugged though ive been trying for ages to get myself to.. =S

sch's pretty boring these days.. but yay! tmr's teacher's day! we got half day whee.. plus hol on thurs.. XD will be gg back to nyp! haha.. quite looking forward to it.. havent seen 6J-ers for quite some times already.. haha.. and dear ms yee and lao hia.. haha.. im sry, didnt mean to insult her or anything.. =P and siyu doesnt wanna go!! seems like my powers of persuasion are wearing off.. haha.. cant wait to see u guys again! think we've all changed quite a bit but oh wells.. stop peeping marianne chee.

ros's smsing nxt to me now.. *wags my finger at her* haha.. i think everyone's slacking.. haha..

2005-08-26T21:10:00.000-07:00

maths test again.. heh. last one this term b4 eoys and i really tried making a diff.. sad sad sad. do i still have to say?? sighh. ok, it's really dumb lah, but during the test itself i totally cldnt think of anything, and after the test, BOOM i realised it was actually not as difficult as i thot it was.. arhhhgh. so wasted man. and i just cant correct my carelessness.. it can be jus soo frustrating.. and i spent so much time drawing my graph today too.. like only 10 mins for indices.. and i cldnt solve one of the graph equation.. heh. so , yup, it was quite bad.. as usual.

anyways, saw ms lee today in the canteen eating by herself after sch.. she told vera she thot vera looked like buddha when she took the test jus cos vera was sitting cross-legged on the chair.. which i thot was quite.. amusing.. haha.. den she said she thot vera was asking help frm buddha or smthing.. haha.. we were like quite shocked at how she could even imagine such a thing when she siad smthing even more shocking "it was meant to be a joke".. -_- MS LEE! and i think she thot she was so hilarious.. hahaha.. XD everyone, meet my oh-so-funny form teacher.. haha..

then we went for the debate thingy.. quite interesting lah.. considering i nv watched chi debate b4.. i think the 2/5 girl really pro lah.. she was jus gg on and on and on.. one whole string of big words jus pouring out of her mouth.. whoa. haha.. i didnt exactly understand wad she said, but it sounded quite pro lah.. haha.. oh wells.. 2/5 won, prolly cos of her.. hahaha..

home ec we made our product! haha.. but cos we didnt exactly bring everything and some of our ingredients spoilt, so it didnt exactly turn out the way it was supposed to be.. and we didnt have a lot of time too.. heh.. but it still looked pretty gd! yay! lalala.. like huiyi's one.. cos tt's the only one other den bea's i tried.. haha.. it was gd lah.. esp the bacon thingy.. =))

ok, now tt maths over, shall start mugging for EOYs.. quite worried got not enough time to study lah.. even tho now el and chi nth much to study, so only left 4 sub.. but i quite worried for chi.. my standard's so not gd lah.. dunno how im gunna ans those cheem cheem questions.. esp the culture part.. i have no idea.. sighh.

and i think everyone's applying for IP.. i dun really want to, yet ny really is quite biased to IP pple.. smhow i jus feel they are lah.. and like if u're O level, they wont really care much abt u.. dunno lah.. but i dun lyk hci's culture and environment lah.. it's like too "survival-of-the-smartest" cant stand it lah.. oh well. i hope im wrong.. =S heh.. den there's still sub comb to think abt.. everyone's also choosing diff stuff lah.. i dun think there's anyone hu wants exactly the same as me.. heh. nxt yr our class will seriously be very dispersed lah.. sad. sighh. thinking so much.. whoa.. didnt noe i wrote so much heh.. shall stop..here.

2005-08-23T20:40:00.000-07:00

hmm.. havent blogged for quite awhile.. hardworking little me has been mugging quite a bit.. haha.. got maths test on thurs.. heh. yep.. so have to work extra hard larh.. haha.. sighh. hope i can do well this time.. heh. so ya lah, nth much to blog abt.. jus really tired these days lah.. feel very worn out.. and stretched. =S was so tired during band too lah.. jus felt like gg home and sleep or smthing.. dunno lah. today prac festivo and gershwin.. not very big fans of those pieces.. heh.. but ah wells. den sat in front of trumpets.. heh. so loud and piercing can?? my ears were hurting a lot lah.. hahaha.. ok erms.. very short post, yes i noe.. but sacrifices have to be made.. heh. hahaha.. dunno wad im saying too.. =S

2005-08-19T21:50:00.000-07:00

today's x-country was ok lah.. haha.. not as bad as last year.. we started off with quite a slack day.. pccg, music, only chi and maths.. and den we went J8 after sch.. ate KFC! haha.. so long nv eat there already.. *burp!* so we went to take neos.. me shuui rosy suikim siyu sijie pea.. pinyan and marianne didnt want to take.. heh.. anyway turned out quite nice.. yay! and then shuhui siyu pea rosy sijie suikim were acting les.. haha.. actually not much suikim lah.. haha.. i felt like the only straight one there.. hahaha.. and rosy and shuhui even had this alternative day system to be pea's husband.. haha.. amusing lah!

but we took pretty long taking and deciding cos we took twice.. haha.. and dunno why got this 2 pple hu were irritated w/ us and kept tsking us.. maybe they thot we took very long.. but there were 2 terminals anyway.. so ah well.. we finished like arnd 2 30 and the bus came at 2 40 but there were so many pple lah.. so we decided not to try squeezing in and took cab.. me rosy shuhui siyu.. we scared late mah.. dun wanna clean up after pple.. so we reached on time! but guess wad.. the whole thing only started at like 4 plus.. hrmmph.. and it was really hot.. so we started taking pics.. heh.. so fun..

when the thing finally started it was still quite hot.. so we were all slacking and walking behind.. haha.. singing songs along the way..i mean.. run so far in front for wad?? i rather be last and have fun during the last yr together as 2/7 den be so far in front and not involved.. haha.. but at the road, me and shuhui decided not to be so lazy.. haha.. we ran 5 lamposts at a time.. haha.. and we rest in between.. haha.. but we walk also like the speed as some pple running.. hahaha.. no lah.. so anyway.. ran the last part!! yay! im proud of me.. haha..

i realised smthing today.. it's our last x-country together.. nxt yr i'll prolly be going J8 with another group of friends.. the faces in my neos will also be different.. running with other pple.. not tt other class are not nice.. but i love our class.. everyone there.. i'll miss the crazy songs we sing together.. the times we struggled thru tests together.. the times we laughed so loudly during lessons.. i'll miss everything abt everyone.. jus when u feel as tho u get along so well with everyone else we get separated.. sighh. wished things wld stay the same.. dun mind gg thru another 2 more yrs with the same pple.. we rock. i dunno how else to put it.. but im absolutely in love with 2/7.. I LOVE YOU! <33333. it's jus sad lah.. when we go our separate ways and we also say we'll rmb each other.. but i jus dunno how many actually will lah.. like maybe nxt yr when we see each other at the corridors, we feel so awkward jus saying hi.. i dun want things to be like tt.. had so many happy memories in 2/7.. the group in front always so quiet and studious haha.. but can still be fun pple.. the group nxt to mine.. all the cheery and nutty pple.. and MY GROUP! laughing all the way thru lessons.. making the atmosphere not so tense.. the group in front.. shorties! no lah.. jk.. haha.. pris always distracting me by fooling arnd with her hair.. haha.. the group on our right.. haha.. quite quiet lah but nice pple! crystal sleeping in class with her head in the air.. hahaha.. sighh. i'll miss everything.. yet i really dun want to..

"as we go on, we remember, all the times we, had together... and as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be, friends forever..."

207 rocks my life..

2005-08-18T19:10:00.000-07:00

OH NO! tmr's x-country.. ahh. yuck yuck yuck.. actually this yr's quite alright.. pe teachers created a fun run.. haha.. so we can walk for all we care and there's no ranking too.. haha.. yay! no pressure! =))) running w/ cinders rou and nutcase.. i think. if we can find each other lah.. haha..

got back hist results todae.. bleah* just passed.. tt's pretty bad.. sighh. he kept saying i didnt give enough detail.. but so little time lor.. and i always got mental block one.. cant think at all.. so obviously i'll just write wad comes to my mind first.. heh. which unfortunately can only get me a level 3/5.. sad.. after tt had the proper test.. again, not enough time.. half hour for 3 questions.. and my ans for the questions were all like super short.. so i thot must be smthing wrong mah.. all the marks were 5, 7, 8 lor.. die. wanted to see how shuhui or rosy was doing but decided better not look lah.. oh wells.. in the end most of us also write very short.. haha.. felt better.. but smhow i think i wont do well too.. sighh. prolly left out impt details again.. hmm. when will i learn...

and geog too.. NO TIME. heh.. and she kept talking for the first half of the lesson.. we somemore thot the test was like one hour and she was eating away our time.. den i realised we only had half hour.. shoot. i noe need to write really fast lah, budden i cldnt understand the first question!! =SS so spent most of my time trying to understand it and write some rubbish.. but so wasted the last four questions i all noe how to do one lor.. de i had only like slightly more den 10 mins to write.. oww.. my hand was so numb..wasted wasted. others also had no time.. but smhow i think they managed to write down some quite impt stuff.. me?? prolly left out impt stuff and wrote crap.. double sighh. oh help. study already so?? =((

got back hist and el marksheet too.. and james tan is seriously very strict lah! he gave our class so low for our sia.. and i also dunno why.. he nv even tell us wad he was gunna look out for.. he only said he will be checking our grammar and stuff.. can our grammar be tt bad tt the average was like below 25 out of 40?? and i thot hist part was more impt and higher percentage.. so was quite shocked lah.. =S he always liddat lor.. mark our compo also mark until so strict one.. sighh. 23 is abt the highest he gives for compo.. he only gave 25 once.. to only one pupil.. heh. and hist the highest was 14/20.. average was prolly abt 13?? i think.. but tt's like quite bad too.. duuno why also lar.. mackintosh also nv say wad he'll be looking out for.. i thot jus write an article abt our topic den can already.. sighh. today's quite a sad day.. heh.=() [haha.. shocked smiley!]

2005-08-16T17:40:00.000-07:00

i have only one word to describe my piano exam: atrocious.

i really dunno wad went into my head but i def didnt play the best i could *slaps myself*. it's jus soo depressing.. practise makes perfect?? NOT. i thot i was alright.. encouraged myself while waiting outside.. i wanted to enjoy wad could be the last exam for me.. and prolly the last time playing my pieces.. i was quite sure i was together.. den BOOM.

im sry bach, clementi and faure for making your songs sound so horrible.. my fingers jus felt so dry, and the keys so stiff.. dunno wad i was doing.. parts tt shld be brought out more, i forgot and didnt bring out enough.. articulation was messy.. sheesh. after each piece i was silently shaking my head.. i really could have played better.. really really. it's jus so wasted.. b4 the exam i was aiming perhaps for a merit.. the end it all off.. now. forget it.. i wanted to do well so badly.. i'd even rather fail some other sch test den do badly for this.. yeah, it's how important it is to me.. u have no idea how small i felt stepping out of tt room.. suddenly all my hopes of perhaps pursuing music jus popped.. very loudly too. =S

and the examiner. how unfriendly.. he had such a sharp and squeaky voice.. ok, not exactly squeaky but very very sharp.. and he speaks ultra fast.. so i had very little time to respons.. cldnt even think straight lah. i messed up aural. big time. he made me sit at the right side of the piano so i had a really hard time hearing the bass.. in fact i cldnt hear it at all.. and the chords i jus anyhow shoot off.. im positive i'll fail even worse den last yr.. I DUN WANT... well wad can i do??

reminds me of last yr gd7 when i also thot i did terribly.. tt time i was seriously gunna cry already.. cant accept it i suppose.. flkunked aural as usual and when i told my piano teacher abt tt she jus had to rub it in.. hmm.. maybe i shant tell her anything abt this yr's test.. let her see the comments herself.. i dread the results.. im so not confident at all..

maybe i shldnt try dip at all.. person like me prolly to lousy for it.. waste my money time and effort.. sighhh. a million more sighs.. i dunno wad to do now while waiting for the results.. the more i think of it the more i feel im actually not really good at it.. i always thot maybe jus maybe i was a little tiny weeny bit above average.. now i loathe to think so. im right down there at the bottom.. see me?? of course u cant. no one bothers to see the bottom of anything..

it jus hurts me to noe i cld have done so much better and yet at the most crucial part i give up on myself and failed myself. i mean so wad if pple ask me wad gd i am and i tell them 8 and yet when they see my results they faint?? ive let down everybody.. i dun deserve.. ive let down myself.. arghh. the stupid songs jus wont leave my head..

i love music and the exam jus had to spoil my day.

2005-08-14T21:45:00.000-07:00

ohohoh!!! ive jus discovered a new theorem tt proves tt 'a' to the power of 0 = 1 is WRONG!!! hahaha.. clever little me thot of this..

'power' means a nymber, say, x has to be multiplied by itself by the value of the power.. like 3 to the power of 2 means 3x3.. multiply itself so tt there's now 2 of them.. den 3 to the power of 3 means 3x3x3.. so tt there's 3 of them rite? yeah, so 3 to the power of 1 means there's only one three.. therefore 3 to the power of zero is... ZERO not one! hah! ok, i think it sounds confusing, but im sure it's right.. i mean isnt it?? 3 to the power one is only one 3, 3 to the power of 2 is 2 threes.. so three to the power of zero is zero.. i dun understand how it can be one lah.. cos see, a no to the power of zero means it doesnt even multiply itself at all.. therefore, i conclude, any no to the power of zero is zero and not one!!! hahahahaha.. yay.. im quite sure its right lor.. why not??

so i shared my amazing discovery with my family and they thot nothing of it.. i expected it.. after all, once upon a time, everyone thot the earth was flat.. no one believed galileo when he said it was round.. hah! support my theorem!! i mean jus cos mathematicians said it's like tt doesnt mean it really is rite? hahahaha.. call me dumb nvm.. =)))

the work of a genius.. tastes of excellent brilliance!

2005-08-13T14:20:00.000-07:00

todae's boringg.. so i shall blog abt yesterdayy!! hahaha.. i was quite busy lah.. came home late.. den went for family worship.. heh.. soooo...

i realise i have a very scary jnr [whom i shall not name] in 107 hu walked past our class abt 4 times yday.. hahahaha.. but she's quite cute lah.. and she doesnt want me to laugh at her.. even tho i cant help doing so.. cos she's..scaryy.. hahahaha. =))) u noe hu u are.. hahaha.

and during home econs, i made nice scones!!! whee.. but huiyi doesnt like them.. nvm, she dunno how to appreciate.. hahaha. they were really gd lah compared to the horrible muffins i baked last time.. it had some bitter taste in eat tt only comes at the last part of the swallowing process.. ok, i dunno wad im saying.. but! my scones rox! hahaha. tt's wad i think.. =D yay for my scones!

den hist we realised tt we were very behind.. and i cant help but wonder why we are always behind time.. like even last yr lor.. we always seem to be slower den other classes.. den our teacher wld always like hurry us and stuff.. and there was this very mean chi teacher hu told hou lao shi we were devils.. bleah. i thot tt was quite hurting lah.. i mean teachers dun like us talking bad stuff abt them, so they think we like? and we werent tt bad to hou either.. besides lots of teachers think we're a nicee class.. and hu cares wad she thinks anyway.. i like our class the way it is! nanny nanny poo poo. =))) oh wells.. diff pple have diff opinions.

then banD. jiaying joined us for sectionals and i played finale with her.. yay! she's quite pro lah.. esp when she plays rosa.. oh man.. i can see her smug smile.. hahahaha. i love rosa! den the sec 1's had audition for nat anthem and sch song and i went to listen so i came home pretty late.. heh.. and it was also ms chong's bdae.. happy birthday! vera pea mel me gave her a piece of nice-ly decorated paper with our messages.. heh.. and i shocking-ly realised tt i forgot how to draw treble clef and i thot bass clef had 3 dots.. oopps.. and i forgot how to draw rests too.. double oops.. hahaha..

gunna try the piano soon.. some milenia walk place.. kawai.. hmmmm..

2005-08-11T22:00:00.000-07:00

the horrible science test.. oh man.. i smhow knew it wld turn out like this.. sighh. ok, so i studied hard, i knew my formulas but it didnt seem to help.. maybe i left out the application part.. heh. but i cldnt understand the questions basically.. so yeah. im prepared for the worst.. =S nvm, it's all over anyway.. i knew i tried my best.. heh.

after science was IT and we finally finished shooting our video.. we did an advertisement for the 4th level toilet cos we found it really clean.. hahaha.. and den we met one of the cleaning aunties and she was very nice and friendly to us, so we included her in the video.. hahaha.. she was so farnee.. she smiled for us and 'cleaned' the toilet hahahaha.. and at one point we were filming jiaomet in a cubicle and she kept bending up and down.. cos she doesnt noe if we were filming her.. hahaha.. thx auntie!!! u're very nicee! thumbs up for goldfish toilet!!! whee.. =)))

and i jus realised during recess tt there was a retest for the culture part of the chi test.. and i was quite shocked.. heh, apparently the whole level knew except vera and me.. she told me.. haha. and i honestly dunno wad to do to prepare lah.. i dun understand a thing tt hou's saying at all.. sighh.. i cldnt even tell the diff between cao pi and cao zhi.. =S

so i was really tired.. and band we had sectionals.. and i was still tired.. i think i might have deproved cos i havent played so much for a few days already.. oh well.. and the jnrs were with ms chong during the first part so i was alone. hahaha.. quite wierd lah, sorta my first time being alone and i didnt exactly noe wad to do.. so i started marking the bars for finale and wait for yanting to come.. and i had such a hard time counting the 17 bar rest.. hahaha.. resorting to using my fingers.. hahaha.

was practising piano jus now.. 6 more days!!! ahhhh. i have less den a week.. and one more lesson.. great. bleah.. i like my songs.. hope i'll play well.. and aural.. oh man.. i still rmb i failed last yr.. heh.. so embarrassing.. hahahaha.. really really hope i can do well!!! please cooperate fingers! haha.

2005-08-10T14:30:00.000-07:00

yay went for haircut jus now.. haha. wahh. but tt hairdresser's so violent can! haha. she kept tugging at my poor hair cos she said there were a lot of tangles.. where got lor. heh. and she also dun have to pull so hard can?? ouch ouch ouch. she was like yanking my hair out.. my hair didnt offend you ok? or maybe she's jealous tt i have nice hair?? hahaha.. no lah. cos i dun. and i think she didnt exactly understand wad i said.. so now my fringe looks a bit wierd.. oh wells.. i can always go cut myself. haha.. i can cut my own hair lor.. tho shuhui still pro-er den me.. =)))

went to download theresa wong's ppts, but they dun seem to help much. sighh.. physics test tmr.. and i failed my previous quiz like so badlyy.. 2/12. heh. i also dunno how i did so badly.. i thot i understood already lor.. ok, there were 2 very very careless questions which cost me 4 marks. it was abt some kinetic energy and potential energy thingy.. screwed it up big time.. sighhh. dun feel like studying noww.. so hot. ok, there's no connection but oh wells.

to kexin: my dear junior, please stop being so worried already!! hahaha. why u so scared?? trust me ok? im not trying to console you or anything.. besides even if you dun think you played well, it's not like u'll be kicked out of band or anything.. =))) yes, and im not cheating you ok?? cheat you for wad.. haha.. and im a nice person, nice pple dun tell lies.. hahaha. even if u trust jia ying must trust me ok?? haha.. no offence to cinders! u sound really paranoid lor! hahaha.. dun like tt already ok? wad's impt is u must have confidence in urself.. otherwise u'll nv be able to play the best u can.. u got potential lah! dun so scared and jus let it come out naturally.. yay! =DDD

listening to phantom of the opera.. whee!!! my cousin jus bought the original soundtrack!!!! ahhhh. i love the orchestra music! it's like really powerful and grand and everything.. it jus blares out filling all the air space.. yet not blaring as in jar-ing.. and their tone's really really gd!!! like they can play very very loud and still keep tt nice rich warm tone.. ahhhhh. how unlike me. heh. oh man, hope we can get the score and play for concert.. wheee.. hahaha.. and i think the pple can sing very very well too!!! esp the phantom.. his voice also very nice and can sing very very high and loud.. lalalalala.. i think it's a masterpiece.. hahahaha. i love opera i love opera i love opera...

2005-08-09T13:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE! hahaha. im sry this is a very short and un-interesting post.. heh. dunno wad to say lah. =S off to enjoy my holiday!! whee.. X)

2005-08-08T21:45:00.000-07:00

today's national day eve!!! hahaha. well first was the marching thingy.. really sad tt it rained in the morn and we couldnt watch the march past.. heh. i mean the ugs have been practicing for a long long time and it's quite sad tt they didnt get to perform eventually.. so all they did was stand in front of the stage in the hall and stomp a few times.. heh. =)) i felt quite bad for them cos when everyone sat down, they had to stand and couldnt even move.. smone frm gg even fainted lah.. poor thing. if it was me, i would have fainted too.. hahahaha. ohwells.

den i duuno why, but the sch decided to read the nat message in chi, cos we were a sap sch.. heh. tho i didnt exactly see the connection but anyways, it was alright, jus really really long and quite cheem.. so after awhile i got lost and i dunno wad they were talking abt already. and i think everyone was waiting for it to end too so they could sit down.. heh.

but smhow i feel tt last yr's programmes were nicer.. this time we jus sang songs and stuff.. ya, i noe tt's wad we're supposed to do, but i jus thot maybe could be more interesting and interactive.. besides, after a while the hall became really stuffy and yucky, so we went to the classroom, and got chased out by ms lee.. heh. she was wearing RED too! haha. act only abt 4 of us wore red.. o.o.p =D

but i guess the singing part was still quite fun lah.. me pris shuhui were singing echo for the "who are u my country".. haha.. so farnee.. but it sounded pretty nice except for the times when we sang out of tune.. haha. and i managed to get power sticks!!! wheee.. hahaha.. quite cool lah.. tho we were whacking each other most of the time.. hahaha.. and i was quite surprised huiyi pea and jiawen could reach my head.. hahahaha.. =)))

and i jus realised frm the "today in hist s'pore" bk tt on my bdae handphones were launched or smthing liddat.. so when u guys use ur handphones pls rmb the impt date!!! or u might not be even holding it hah! =DD i cant stand the smell of the bk anyway.. hahaha.. it smells of lod crayons.. wierd.. i thot they printed the bk out.. =S

so anyway, later shuhui and suikim almost managed to get tix for us to watch CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY!!! but so sad.. in the end still didnt manage to watch.. heh. i had piano right after sch and quite sad lah.. my teacher said i didnt play as well as the 2 weeks b4.. honestly very sad when i heard tt lah.. i knew also i didnt play my best.. but worried lor. so little time left.. sigh. and i really really wanna do well.. dunno wad's wrong lah. =(((

so anyway, tt's my nat day eve! happy national day everyone!

2005-08-06T21:45:00.000-07:00

oh no oh no.. how how. i promised to be guai this weekend and revise and do hw, but at the end of today what have i done?? jus my art and a teeny bit of sci.. ahhrggh. i dunno wad's wrong with me.. cant seem to finish anything.. wahh. art took me like one whoole hour.. the tracing part was easy, jus tt i couldnt align my cloth properly to the photo-copied thingy and so i had to keep adjusting and adjusting.. and i finally learned how to pull my thread properly!! hahaha.. last art lesson i took so long jus to take out one thread lah. hahaha. the pro me did it in less den 5 mins this time!! haha. but i ask my mum to teach me.. heh. =S

and i jus realised actually there's not much to study for physics cos there are NO NOTES AT ALL. why why why of all sub physics dun have notes?? my copied ones are soo shallow.. i dunno if i can pass.. i cant even do the quiz questions very well lah. help help help. tt time bio they oso didnt give us notes.. sigh.. bio at least easier to understand.. i hate physics. makes me feel dumb.. ahhhh.

thankfully it's long weekend.. hahaha. hopefully i dun get too distracted again. heh. still gotta study for hist and geog nxt nxt week.. cos i dun think i have a lot of time to study 2 humans. geog oso got no notes one.. only one ppt tt doesnt seem to help a lot.. as in tt's only one topic.. the other topics like got nothing much one.. sigh. and i dun even noe wad's tested.. heh.

my mum tells me to just aim for IP even tho im not too keen.. but look at me now. no way.

2005-08-05T21:30:00.000-07:00

hah! finally finished writing script today with suikim and rosy.. and some help frm others lah.. wheee.. haha. thot i'd nv be able to finish lah hahahaha. i think it's niceee. yay! =)))

I WANT TO WATCH CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY!!! but i got dental appointment in the afternoon!!!! ahhh.. why did i ever book 8 aug?? oh man. if only i knew, i'll change lor! sigh.. now cannot watch already.. how how how. hahaha.. skip dental?? haha.. i dun think can change already lor.. so late.. they'll scold me for not giving advance notice.. i some more so happy lor, thot i got smthing nice to do after sch. bleah* dental appointment, u totally made my day.

2005-08-03T03:40:00.000-07:00

shant blog a lot today.. hmm.. nothing much lah. just tt today for home econs we had to make this bracelet out of beads.. sounds nice?? hahaha. but the beads were just sooo incredibly tiny!!! hahahaha. and the holes of the beads were of course really small too lah and i had such a hard time stringing them.. haha.. within tt one hour i only did enough to cover half my hand i think. haha.. but the design quite nice lah.. i think it was one of the nicer ones.. i was squinting so hard i think i'll get myopia.. wait. i already have myopia.. hahaha.=)) and i kept dropping my beads too.. esp the pink ones.. and once it drops, there almost no hope of getting them back.. like since when did beads noe how to camouflage too?? hahaha..

and tt's kinda like all the nice little things tt happened today.. heh. i guess. off to do hw!! and study for sci test nxt week.. why am i studying so early?? cos i dunno how to do my physics questions at all. and i think im gonna flunk the test.. i forgot all my formulas, so i didnt noe how to do.. heh. and there was this baby question, they asked us to find the mass of it, him. and i got some 0.0 somthing.. i thot i did smthing wrongly so i didnt put anything.. hahaha. oh wells.

someone pls tell me im hardworking! XD

2005-08-02T19:00:00.000-07:00

oh man.. i think my tagboard's not working again.. sigh.

just finished chi test todae!! whee.. i m h a p p y! hou accidentally gave us the answers and questions to the wen hua part of the test.. haha.. so we didnt have to do it.. =))) but he said most prob we'll have to do another one.. as in whole level.. heh.. its quite amusing actually.. given his character.. oh wells.. but i still didnt have enough time.. i managed to fill up everything but barely. haha.. wonder how i'll do.. and i think this hou is also smthing.. i mean the zao ju he asked us to study for really came out lar! hmm.. no, i dun suspect him of cheating.. he wont lah.. he's more of the type hu seems happy marking a cross.. hahaha.. no lah.. X)

went to watch our class the audition.. erm.. it was neater den lifeskills camp i suppose.. dunno if we'll get in.. i guess maybe even if we dun, it wldnt matter too much.. but i was kinda hoping we would.. last teacher's day together as a class anyway.. heh.

come to think of it.. i really like our class! yeah, 2/7 really rox.. even tho some teachers dun like us cos they think we're too rowdy, but hu cares?? we noe we're not like really bad or anything.. i think we've got really gd class spirit.. which is most important.. and i think we can get things done well as a class too.. really will miss 2/7.. ahhhh.. wish there wasnt IP or anything to separate us up.. pple say see too much of some pple will get sian one.. hmmm. maybe. but somehow i have this feeling it wont happen.. hah.. and esp now, i dun think there's much segregation anymore.. i like it this way! hahaha.. XD

and i just discovered this on mon, my name's a series of fibonacci nos. hahaha.. 8 3 3 2. hah! beautiful. XDD

2005-07-29T18:10:00.000-07:00

ah yess.. blogging about yesterday again.. haha.. im always blogging abt the day be4.. haha. maybe yday's always more interesting den today, and today will be more interesting den tmr, and tmr den the day after.. hahaha. =)))

anyway, yesterday, creative writing was ok lah.. jus.. normal. ya, finished lotr! wheee. then we had to find out where Tolkien had his inspirationg from.. erm yeah. and so we knew where to get our inspiration from when we want to write creatively.. hahaha.. and guess wad. he flipped open an exam paper he was grading, saw tt it was blank, and began writing "the hobbit". hah! oh man.. like how pro is tt lah?? =P and today we did some "play writing" thingy.. it was nicer cos it's hands-on.. hahaha. we came up with a pretty wierd play.. haha.. supposed to be a ghost story from marianne, but haha.. not scary at all when we acted it out. haha =)

P4T.. sigh. we were watching some movie called "contact".. honestly had no idea wad was happening.. only know tt jodie foster looked really old and sharp.. haha.. and matthew mccaunaghey[spelt it wrongly didnt i??] looks quite gd, and he looks a lil like raul if only he had deeper eyes, sharper nose.. haha. i think. but i really didnt get the show lah, and the teachers somemore assured us tt it wasnt as boring as we thot it was.. heh. yeaterday was better, cos we watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S again!! whheee. sad we didnt get to watch again today.. some how i think philosophy's quite brainwashing smtimes.. like why question so much?? the more u question the more complicated ur life gets. or so i think.. i dun noe lah.. didnt really like the lesson on whether we were in a real world or not.. i think it's quite silly. =P

missed band today cos i had piano.. yay! didnt screw up to day! heh.. though still it wasnt the best yet.. but oh wells.. it couldve been worse.. but my aural still sucks lah.. cant hear the bass very well.. and i get mixed up with my chords and cadences.. argghhh. and my teacher says i take too long to respond.. heh. but i cant help it lah. i really dunno mah.. and even if i noe, still must double check.. sigh.. give up on aural.. heh.. failed last yr lor..

sad i missed band today.. sort of lah.. cos i wanted to play finale.. hahaha.. and i want to try kexin's flute again!!! haha.. i can blow a few notes only.. haha.. and it took me so long can.. my notes not even like very steady and no tone one.. hahaha.. i love kexin!! [and her flute].. hahahahaha.. kexin's so nice! haha.. i think flute very cool lor.. but im sec4, i wanna try horn first.. LOVE HORN! hahaha.. sounds really niceee.. hahaha.. i can see chai jia ying's face.. hahaha.. with tt big delighted smile.. hahaha.

still got quite a lot of hw havent done yet so i shall do now..

2005-07-27T11:05:00.000-07:00

yay.. blogging in sch.. lalalala.. it's break time now.. whee.. heh.. we were watching LORD OF THE RINGS jus now!!! hahahaha.. the first one.. hehe.. sad we couldnt finish watching it.. =))) but it was NICE. and marianne was scared of it.. hahahaha.. she was covering herself with her jacket.. well, we'll be watching the rest tmr.. hahaha.. smthing to look forward to i guess.. XD actually, creative writing is ok lah.. budden quite sian smtimes.. and got hw too.. had to do hiaku on mon and write a 16 line poem yday.. haha.. ok, tt doesnt sound like a lot.. it's quite slack too.. yday, mr tan told us we can go aroung the sch and get inspiration for our poem.. we had like one hour or so to do tt.. haha.. so marianne siyu me went to the dance studio.. haha.. watch the other classes learn the chi dance.. haha.. it's quite a nice dance lah.. one of the nicer ones ive seen.. the music's really gd too.. and i love the fans!!! hahaha.. very fun to play with.. and they look really cool.. haha.. i jus learnt how to open it on mon.. haha.. siyu was teaching me.. haha.. they all so pro lor.. jus flick their hands den can open le.. haha.. i was desperately trying to open it.. and TADA! yay.. hahaha.. but im still not v gd.. oh well.. marianne and siyu going dance studio soon.. perhaps i'll go and play too.. hahaha.. hope i wont break the fans..

finished home econs yday.. after like 2 hours plus and one more hour and a half yday.. so sian can?? i was like flipping thru the notes but some of them so cheem i cant understand at all.. but i still put it in anyway.. hahaha.. she'll understand mah.. =)) i should have done heart disease though.. got so much notes!! all very direct one.. den i so dumb go do cancer.. hahaha.. i think the info given was ok lah.. but still had to search internet quite a lot for more points.. oh well.. hope she dun mark me down for plagarising.. i got write in the references, but cos i dunno how to re-phrase, so i jus copy and paste.. haha.. dunno whether tt is considered plagarising or not.. heh.

still quite busy.. got chi test nxt wk, and i havent studied my zao ju yet.. and i dunno why they wanna test us so many chapters.. oh well.. also got home econs the sia.. havent do anything yet.. and AHHH! piano exam coming soon.. really really soon.. i had no idea it was coming soon.. erm.. soon is like "3 weeks.." smthing liddat.. haha.. but i always dun have time to practise one.. boooo... cca always end quite late, den i dun like playing at night.. cos very noisy.. im so considerate. heh. hope i'll be able to do well.. still not confident enough leh.. my playing's not up to standard.. bleah* and i want to do well!!! sigh.. last exam some more.. heh.. unless i intend to do dip.. but tt seems to difficult and far away.. oh wells.

next up is philosophy for teens.. sigh sigh sigh* i dun like the lectures, they're really very boringgg. the first day i was writing letter.. but yday they showed us a few episodes of "friends"!! whee.. haha.. like tt show.. ya, it's quite crappy but very cute lah.. haha.. JENNIFER ANISTON IS SOO PRETTY! and very cute also.. haha.. phoebe too.. typical dumb blonde.. but she's quite pretty too.. X) hope they'll show us more episodes today too.. last time when they showed on channel 5 i couldnt watch.. so sad.. haha.. hope they decide to air it again or smthing.. now i noe why it can run for so long..

dunno wad to say le.. hahahahahaha.. shall stop here for now.

2005-07-24T14:50:00.000-07:00

my com's BACK!!! so happy.. haha.. finally. ok.. ermms..

last friday was passing down.. as in all the sec 4s were sort of "officially" leaving band.. sad sad sad!!! oh man... well we started by watching part of the foa performance on tape.. well it wasnt i guess that fantastic.. in fact when i heard it, there seemed to many areas for improvement.. oh wells.. but i still miss 7th nite.. even now. but of cos we wont be playing it anymore.. which is so sad lah! really really beautiful song..

next we had elections.. tt took pretty long.. in the end, sylvia was our new bm and christel was our dm.. heh.. and then the seniors all started to cry, and then everyone's eyes started to go misty.. it's really sad saying gdbye to them.. they were really a great batch of seniors.. inspiring and motivating.. i'll miss the times we had together.. practising so very hard b4 syf, even the 'scoldings'.. i realised for the past yr tt they have been in charge, ive been taking them for granted.. i thot they'll always be there for us and cover us.. i didnt want to think abt wad would happen if they really left.. guess i was forced to do so on fri.. really really bu she de.. they were very nice to us, even when we were sec one.. very nice and friendly to us.. to yanzhen: i think u've done a great job as band major, and our sl.. no one could have done any better.. thx for all your guidance, for pushing the best out of me and encouraging me.. thx for everything!

so yeah, jus very very sad to see them go.. so soon too. and jus think. 2 more yrs down the road for the nxt syf, we would be the sec 4s already.. and if we dont perform it's like really letting them down or smthing.. dun even think i can do a gd job myself w/o them.. ahhh. please rmb to come back and visit us! the minutes i didnt cherish, the hours ive wasted..

but of cos, the new com aint tt bad either.. think we'll still continue to do well as a band.. yay! i love nycb! <3333

yanzhen, ivy, wyquin, zhuojing, yingxu, vivian, yumin, and all the other sec4s, u guys rock.

2005-07-19T14:45:00.000-07:00

hello pple.. using the com in class now.. wahh. so slow can?? sigh.. my com at home keeps crashing lah.. abt every one minute or so.. sian lor.. so much things to do. oh wells..

busy week over already!! wheeheehee.. but another busy week ahead. bleah. last week arts fest finally came to a close.. with GRAND CONCERT!! hahahaha.. those ten beautiful minutes on stage, ten wonderful minutes.. last ten minutes playing seventh nite, and with the sec 4 seniors.. why am i happy?? hahaha.. i think we played great. and the atmosphere was really cool.. everyone cheering and all.. im glad they had a gd time.. me too.. but i really miss my seniors. dunno wad i wouldve been w/o them.. haha.. sounds cliche, but i really enjoyed all the time ive spent with them.. jus when we seemed pretty close and all, they're leaving.. sad man. not tt we were distant b4 tt but.. it's jus sad man. ahhhhhhh..

but arts fest was really cool lah.. great experience lor. i lurve it.. cant wait for nxt yr's one.. i think we all did so well.. yeah. heh.. =))) and thx everyone for the flowers, chocs, sweets!! really appreciated them.. haha.. apologies for no giving u guys back, cos i didnt have time to buy flowers, and i wasnt smart enough to think of giving chocs and sweets.. hahahaha.. nxt arts fest i'll rmb! XD

i still cant get 7th nite out of my head.. it's a really beautiful song.. ahhh..

hmm.. mon was ok i guess.. typical sch day. oh yar! we finally got our plot for eng speech and i think it rox.. hahaha.. hopefully we'll be able to do eng.. but i think our chi one not bad too.. oh wells.. den after sch i went for piano lessons.. heh.. and did smthing super embarrassing.. i broke my piano teacher's key.. hahahaha.. so malu can?? im sry!! i really dunno wad i did.. it jus broke.. haha.. den i thot i locked myself in. heh.. so loseristic.. =)))) den i played horribly.. i really wish i have more time to practise my pieces.. i really wanna do well!!! heh..

today was fun.. haha.. IT lesson was slack lah.. kind of.. haha.. we were fooling arnd in class, and at one point, we were "fighting" and i told pris not to look, cos there was violence involved.. ahahaha M18. lol.. and im so proud of my art.. hahaha.. i thot it was disgusting, but i decided it was actually quite beautiful! hahaha.. =))) cos it depends how u look at it.. haha. and i spent chi lesson trying desperately to fold stars.. hahaha.. from the straws i "stole" frm the snack stall auntie.. hahaha.. and actually, hou jus walked past and he was like "zhe jiu she blog arh??" smthing liddat.. haha.. but after sch mah, so he cant catch me or wad.. hahaha..

hmm.. i was supposed to research on my home econs now, but im too lazy heh.. oh yar! HAPPIE BURFDAE ROSALINE! haha.. today mel bought a another cake, after vera baked one for her yday.. haha.. and im kinda surprise i didnt get diarhhoea after eating vera's one.. ok.. im sry vera.. urs was pretty gd lah.. hahaha..

thurs got hist and geog test.. mellissa, pls be a gd girl and go study hard for them.. hahahaha

2005-07-15T19:36:00.000-07:00

today's the DAY! whee.. haha.. soo excited!!! quite nervous too.. heh. cant wait cant wait!!! haha.. after so many days of rehearsals and all.. heh.. everything's worth it now..

yesterday was the full-dress one.. thankfully it didnt end too late.. esp cos the previous rehearsals ended so late! the first few items all took so longg.. den end up we had to stay until at least 6 30.. sigh.. but anyway, im still looking forward! matinee's in abt 3 hours time.. hope everything goes well! i think everyone's item is really gd lor.. this show's really worth every single cent lah.. i think the kindergarden one and the pri sch one will be quite amusing.. heh. but i heard ny pri strings and dance quite gd.. ohwells..

but so sad.. it's our last time playing 7th nite.. it's such a beautiful song.. i wanna hear it a thousand times more.. esp the alto sax solo.. yi huang play until so nicee.. can melt lor.. and it jus revives every memory we have of syf.. hahaha.. sigh. [the seventh night of july] jus passed a few days ago.. heh. it's really touching and moving. wonder if anyone will cry?? haha.. i love 7th nite i love 7th nite i love 7th nite! it's my fav song now.. so sad we cant play encore.. heh.. =))) hope everything goes well! i shall give it my all. the passion for music will shine from the heart of the soul. ok, i dunno wad im saying.. trying to act cheem.. hahaha..

all the best everyone! jiayou. those hu are coming pls dun forget my flowers! hahaha.

2005-07-11T17:15:00.000-07:00

finally changed my blogskin! whee.. haha.. thx to my sis.. i'll nv learn how to do these things.. haha.. much too complicated for me.. haha =) but i think there's some problem with my tagboard.. heh.. not sure yet.. i'll see wad i can do.. haha..

well.. its a busy week ahead! tmr gotta stay back for foa rehearsals.. and thurs and fri too.. so sad lor, actually tmr can go support judo comp, budden got rehearsals and they say its more impt.. hrpmmh.. haha.. its jus quite wasted lor.. cos our class hardly get chosen to go for such events.. and i also nv see judo comp b4.. haha.. sad lah.. den the class will leaving sch earlier, so i seriously dunno wad we'll be doing in class.. those in foa lah.. gd thing got quite a few of us.. hopefully they wont make us continue having lessons.. sheesh.. no way, tt'll be horrible.. haha.. den now all the deadlines for sias and everything coming, so need to start working hard.. haha.. im not gonna slack anymore! hahaha.. XD

todae was chinese dance comp, and i think we did pretty well! yay 2/7! haha.. tmr's our turn to perform the modern dance part.. heh.. hope we'll do well too.. haha

2005-07-08T19:48:00.000-07:00

yday was youth day.. quite fun larh.. we sold "brownkies" haha.. cookies + brownies.. =)) and guess wad?? we raised the most amount of money!! whee.. haha.. nv expected tt to happen.. haha.. but it was the lowest among the whole sch lah, 200 plus.. hahaha.. but still, WE ROCK! our cookies actually.. haha.. it's a gd surprise esp since this is our last youth day together.. heh..

in the morn we learn 'shabah shabah' haha.. some really cool indian dance.. and den there was this auction thingy.. but this yr we didnt have a concert.. last yr we had one.. so this yr a bit boring.. heh.. esp the auction thing so long.. haha =)) but anyways, we went to set up our stall, vera shuhui and i held the banner, cos we forgot to bring poles.. =S we were singing stupid songs haha, trying to attract pple.. hahaha.. we got tired eventually, so we went to walk arnd.

first place we went to was the haunted house. ahh.. ok, it was not bad lah, i was closing my eyes all the way thru.. haha.. i think we gave the person a hard time, cos we kept screaming and stayed rooted to one spot, as in we refused to move forward.. haha.. so she had to push us arnd.. haha.. and den they sprayed powder or some thing on us.. yuck. haha.. and it went to my eyes.. oww.. haha.. but it was quite fun lah..

after tt nothing much already.. i think the nicest thing i ate was the strawberry fondue.. strawberry with chocolate.. haha.. tt was really nice.. =DD budden i started to get a headache.. owww.. poor me, i went back to class.. haha.. tried to sleep, but shuhui, dunno wad she was doing wif the com, kept screaming lah.. haha.. den pris said she couldnt go for mulan, so she sold it to me! haha..

so, mulan. ya.. well, me, shuhui ros vera ber and mel went together, and we came out with the smae expression.. i dun think any of us got it.. well, it was.. quite shocking.. very diff frm the posters.. i thot they were going to do a modern version of mulan, but it was the traditional one.. the most surprising part was it was a bit mime.. like really no one said anything except for one scene when they kept going "die1" and "mulan" ya.. and the whole play ended in less den an hour. very very abtract lah. they did it like this: they would flash a part of the story, audience read, and den they act it out.. their actions were really gd and all.. but bascially, i still didnt exactly get wad they were doing.. den when they came out and bow, we even thot there would be a 2nd half or smthing.. but there wasnt.. heh.. but anyway, it was gd exposure.. as in my first time watching theatre club production.. haha..

16th july--grand concert! must watch everyone!! haha.. rmb my flowers! hahahahaha XD

2005-07-05T18:40:00.000-07:00

happie birthday shuhui!! ure fantastically fourteen!! whee =)) hope u wont be so sad anymore and SMILE! u have a really bright one.. haha.. lurve u loads! <3

im sad sad SAD! todae got back el essay.. got 15/30.. tt's like really lousy lah.. i did question 2, and i left out the incident abt the jury! i was like knocking my head on my table.. it seemed so duh lah.. and yet i didnt write.. sigh man.. and stupid rosy kept telling me i was dumb. thx a lot, really appreciated it.. =P haha.

nxt was maths retest.. oh horror horror.. i thot i studied already and all.. but GRAPH!!!! i hate graph i hate graph.. i dunno why i couldnt do those questions.. bleah. i blanked out again.. nononono... argghh. but at least i could do the other ones.. gd consolation i guess.. hopefully i can get 30.. =(( and i was checking one question for so long, cos i thot we had an hour, when it was only like 50 mins or so.. sigh. so, ya, i didnt have much time too actually.. i dun ever wanna see a graph again.

but chinese was fun.. haha.. not the lesson, it was boring as ever.. i didnt copy anything at all.. partly cos i was tired anyway.. yawning away. den rosaline was like super hyper lah.. kept acting retardly.. hahahaha.. and she passed it to me, so i became hyper too.. haha.. i was acting retarded too jus to entertain rosy.. haha.. no lah.. so we started laughing and laughing with shuhui, and hou got quite angry with us, so kept shh-ing us.. haha.. but cant help it lah.. hahaha.. den he tried to ask us questions abt the ke wen, and i didnt read it lah, so thank gdness got shuhui beside me, tell me all the ans.. haha.. otherwise so embarrassing, he'll prolly humiliate me in class.. oh! tmr got ting xie!! oh no.. havent study.. die die.. hahaha.. den we tried asking him a qian bian question, and obviously he didnt noe how to ans lah, but he was like acting cool, pretend he needed to go on with the lesson, den when we ask him to ans, he jus pretend nv hear us.. -_- okayy.

after sch helped shuhui do the banner, and we realised how bad vera was with tape.. hahaha..i was still tired lah, so was yawning again in band.. how rude of me.. =S but i was really really very tired.. oh well..

the 7th nite of july~ 2 more days.

2005-07-01T23:37:00.000-07:00

hot hot!!!! arghhh!! so tired.. and hot, and sticky.. =S

went to ACM [asians civilisations museum.. so cheem rite? =))] to look for peranakan stuff with mel, rosy, siyu and ber.. we met at mel's house and i was early!! haha.. ber was late, so we missed the guided tour at eleven.. haha.. but we decided we could look arnd ourselves anyway.. heh..

the museum was really cool lah.. i nv been there b4.. there was all these really beautiful artefacts.. all very nicely and delicately carved.. and there was this peacock belt thingy which was golden with lots and lots of diamonds.. i think abt 75 carats or more.. i was really shimmery and dazzling! awesome! and there was this dining table, i think it's 8 seater, but there were so many plates and bowls and delicate thingys.. and they also showed some dressing tables, with mirrors tt are half full-size mirrors.. potential prop for a horror show.. haha.. so u could imagine how high the table was.. and also got this really grand-looking altar.. really really huge but very nicely carved.. pity we couldnt take pics of any of them.. there was like at least one security guard in every room lor.. so couldnt even try to sneek a shot or smthing.. so tempting.. =)

den later we smhow found our way to ymca and ate at mac.. then we went took bus to orchard and bernice went window-shopping for a while at wisma.. oh man.. u shld see her face, so delighted to step into the mall.. like it's her heaven our smthing.. haha.. but she didnt buy anything, so we decided to go take cab to emerald hill.. the nice taxi driver didnt mind taking five of us, cos mel told him siyu was small.. hahaha.. so anyway, he was a nice dude.. telling us where was wad and all..

so anyway, we found the row of peranakan houses and we went to take pics.. they were really nice houses lor.. not some lousy rotting thing.. den we decided to use ber's cam to take a video.. haha.. it was really fun lah, we were all trying to act professional and everything.. haha.. too bad dun have shuhui, she'll make it really farnee and all.. =DD but after tt, we were all so tired, me, mel and siyu took cab back.. haha.. XD

2005-06-30T03:21:00.000-07:00

i wanna change blogskin.. but i cant find a nice one.. hahaha.. no time too.. getting sian of this one already.. always take so long to load.. smone recommend.. =))

ok i shall talk abt todae's geog lesson.. well, all i learned frm tt one whole hour was tt minerals and fossil fuels were very hard to replace and so we must learn to conserve or smthing.. erm.. heh.. i learned a lot didnt i?? im not trying to be sarcastic, but it's true.. and last term we kinda learned tt already.. at least she's not a relieve teacher.. and i think she's teaching across the level.. she really reminds me of a bigger version of ms lee.. both whispering to the air.. sigh.. and she's not monotonous, but she jus doesnt capture our attention larh.. and she talks sooo fast, i think she can adapt really well in india.. haha.. she like very excited abt politics lor.. keep talking to us abt newspaper articles, wad the government doing lalalala... she speaks like a cabinet person or smthing.. mp??

but i think smtimes she really goes too out of point lah.. she can jus go on and on.. and ironically, she was the one hu showed us our schedule and reminded us we only got very few geog lessons.. so i was like, okayy..

ladies and gentlemen, meet my new geog teacher. =P

physics todae was quite farnee, tho i think mrs wong was in quite a bad mood cos of how 'clean' our class was.. but she was trying to teach us how to balance forces lah, den she was saying when smone wants to jump down frm a building, gravity pulls him down, but as he falls, air resistance balances the force.. so he doesnt stop in mid air, but falls at a constant speed.. haha.. ok, so not funny, but tt time it was lor.. cos of all examples, she chose suicide.. hahaha.. the theory of suicide.. =))

2005-06-28T05:35:00.000-07:00

hi people.. im back.. haha.. my com jus recovered frm some over-heating thingy.. thank gdness.. was going on for a week or so already.. so couldnt blog at all.. heh.. so much happened lor.. sch start already.. haha.. first few days were alright i guess.. but got el project thingy le.. so soon lor! haha.. but it's quite fun lah.. research on peranakan culture.. not bad for a project.. at least it's interesting enough.. oh well..

but still had to get use to ms lee again.. hahaha.. she nv changed lor.. still continue to exchange secrets wif the whiteboard and ignore us.. sigh.. and den got theresa wong back again for physics.. hahaha.. todae had her lesson first thing in the morn.. wahh.. i think her voice already puts us to sleep lah.. she explains well and all, but her voice is really monotonous.. hahaha.. plus i think physics is boring too.. so.. heh. =S and still got hou.. he also nv change at all lor.. he's still so sarcastic lor.. treat us like dumbos.. haha.. he really has a condescending tone lor.. keep "shh"-ing us when we nv say anything.. haha.. and yday he scolded us in cheem chinese.. but it wasnt any use.. cos i didnt noe he was scolding us until shuhui told me.. hahaha.. and i dun think anyone else realised too.. hahahaha.. =D and he ask us to use calligraphy write one poem each month.. ermm.. okayy.. jus to see if our writing improves over the year..

math retest nxt tues.. and i noe tt is SOMEONE'S b'dae.. haha.. SOMEONE so ego hor.. write so big on the top of the whiteboard.. haha.. i had a nightmare last nite abt maths.. hahahaha.. cant rmb it though.. =)) and the IOC pple are coming down too!! whee.. hope zidane will be here!!! he shld be.. supporting paris.. haha.. raul'll be here too.. MADRID! haha..

2005-06-15T17:15:00.000-07:00

i dun think anyone thinks much of pri sch.. neither did i.. until like, a few days ago.. i was flipping thru my autograph book--which is quite outdated now--and i jus started thinking.. alot. abt those pri sch days back then.. it jus seemed so carefree, even with psle and everything.. then there was my class.. 6J. im honestly very proud of our class.. and i loved everyone there.. i think we really rocked. we were pretty united.. boys and girls.. there was a lot of fun, teasing and everything.. but tt was wad made us, us. haha.. i dunno wad im talking abt here.. haha..

i still rmb those pple.. ying qi, siyu, sheila, shimin, weiying, being my best buddies.. they were really gr8 pple.. making sure my life wasnt plain and dull.. eileen, zijia and vinette, the neatest, most organised and reliable pple.. haha.. camilla, my fren since kindergarten.. haha.. she's the most original gurl ever.. having a really funky style tt huever sees it, noes it's cam.. shiao yen, the really mature one.. hu's not at all afraid of hu she is, or wad others say abt her.. =)) sarah, jac and amelia, hu cant stop laughing.. esp sarah.. hu has cute dimples when she smiles.. =D alina, the best bballer in our class.. haha and samantha too.. valerie and sam hu keeps teasing huiying.. haha.. poor thing..XD chit yin, hu's really gd at dancing.. jing wei, hu was the messiest in my a.bk, but was the nicest designed sort of, too.. =P and all the others too.. hu have enriched my pri sch life..

even the guys.. muquan, hu was quite a nice shoulder partner except when he insults my darling real madrid.. and andre too.. alex, hu can make the class laugh.. and entertains us thru boring lessons.. julian, the nice gentleman.. cos he says sry everytime he thinks he has offended the girls.. haha.. michael the one hu always acts like a sissy.. =))yew wei, aaron, dexter, chu hsien.. hahaha.. yew wei was called "forest gump".. hahaha =)))

really wish we could have some sort of reunion soon.. really miss our class.. i lurve 6J! hahaha.. it's like sometimes when my frens frm 6I say they'll be going for chalet or things like tt, i somehow wished we could have the same.. hahaha.. i hope we wont become like really distant or smthing.. it's jus sad tt we cant meet up.. heh.. [the good old days] it sounds cliched and all.. but i really enjoyed the days we had together as a class.. we were really close and all.. it's a real pity if we jus stop here.. hahahaha.. =S oh wells..

*as we go on, we remember, all the times we had together.. and as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be, friends forever...*

2005-06-13T14:05:00.000-07:00

happy--belated--birthday siyu.. hahaha.. i didnt forget ok..

had cca cip on sat.. flag day.. actually, we were planning to do busking.. but i think we couldnt find an organisation.. heh.. but flag day wasnt too bad.. hahaha.. honestly it was quite fun.. but very very tiring.. we raised funds for some lakeside family center.. and i nv heard of it actually.. den i asked one auntie, and she also nv heard of it, so she didnt wanna donate.. hahaha..

we started at 8 at dhoby ghaut, ymca.. and duh, there werent many pple.. so we tried taking mrt to orchard and try.. budden the pple at orchard told us tt stretch was covered already by some other pple.. so we wasted our money.. and had to walk back to p.s which was, i think, half an hour away.. sigh.. den we tried asking along the way.. but most of the pple were joggers.. and hu brings money to jog?? i got 2 pple to donate tho.. =))

den when we came back to p.s, still was quite empty.. there were pple at the mrt and bus stop already.. so we didnt have a lot of places to go.. but mel very pro larh.. still can get so many pple to donate.. i didnt even dare open my mouth.. haha.. took quite awhile to get the hang of it.. we asked a taxi driver.. den he was like, "i no buisness, u still ask me to donate??" hahaha.. so paiseh.. mel was like "nvm lah, for charity.. a bit only.." hahaha.. den i tried to ask a policeman guarding a vehicle, den he dun want.. haha..

den we went for break at abt 10.. went to kfc.. for half an hour.. den me and mel went to stand outside the entrance of p.s and then we targeted the pple coming out.. haha.. very gd buisness there lor.. a lot of pple donated.. but most of the eurasians i approached nv donate.. dunno lah.. and there was this old guy hu was really nicee.. he donated b4 already, but he still gave me, and den later he gave mel.. so nice lor.. den we thot we had to do until 2pm.. budden they say only need 4 hours, so at 12 plus, we left.. and my can was quite full.. haha.. yay!! i have done my part for society.. hahaha.. =)) proud of myself.. =D

after tt i had to rush back to attend church wedding.. didnt exactly have time to bathe.. eww.. hope i didnt stink.. haha.. but i was kinda tired.. cos i didnt sleep a lot the night b4.. den hafta wake up early.. plus the dinner.. oh man.. it lasted until i think 11 plus.. so by the time i reached home it was past midnight.. *yawn.. but i wldnt miss it for the world.. haha.. my 2nd wedding dinner.. the first one wasnt exactly counted, cos i was so young.. and i didnt rmb much.. i lurve dinners.. haha.. i wish they would start earlier tho.. oh well.. nxt day was church.. gd thing it was anniversary.. so could sleep more.. haha..

2005-06-08T22:57:00.000-07:00

help.. im still slacking.. and i dunno wad to do with myself.. oks.. nvm.. im so boringg..

went shopping yday with my sis.. got a light pink shirt.. after walking arnd for a like 2 hours.. ok.. not so impressive.. but wadeva.. at least i got smthing.. i always go shop arnd with pple and come back empty-handed.. not tt there's anything wrong with tt.. but oh wells.. nothing much lah.. went to zara.. obviously nv buy anything frm there lah.. jus look at wad they had.. oh man.. one plain coloured skirt could cost already over 50.. ok.. maybe im slow.. but it's quite shocking lah..

and before tt, i went for lunch with me family.. den my hands were oily.. kind of.. and i was lazy to go toilet and wash.. hah.. so i did smthing quite disgusting.. went to wipe my hands on the clothes.. ok.. yuck.. i am disgusting.. hahaha XD.. oh man.. i feel quite bad.. but my hands werent tt oily lah.. im not tt inconsiderate.. lol.. anyway, i learned my lesson.. and dun worry, i wont do tt again.. =))

2005-06-05T15:30:00.000-07:00

my homework list:
art: FOA thingy
maths: revise for retest, yellow paper, SIA
eng: essay, combined SIA
chi: zuowen, SIA touch-up, calligraphy thingy
cme: SIA.. but like i dun even noe wad we're supposed to do.. =S
OM: report
hist: combined SIA
geog: SIA.. stand outside popular for 7 days, half hour, and count the no. of pple going in.. -_-"

and plus a couple more extra stuff.. cca.. and yeah. tt's my holiday.. so exciting rite?? wow.. =SS bleah bleah bleah. and cos of tt, i dun think i have time to blog.. oh well.. i suppose i'll be cooped up at home then.. SAD.

smhow, i really dread term 3.. i dunno.. im jus, scared of it.. perhaps.. i jus have this bad feeling tt everything will happen at a very fast pace.. and tt i wont be able to keep up.. =(( like datelines.. hw.. it's gunna be a really tough term.. partly cos of eoys i guess.. oh man.. im thinking of eoys already.. im not kiasu.. jus worried. after all.. im happy with my 1st semester results.. but it's still not very good compared to overall class.. and perhaps level.. oh well.. i shant think abt it now.. i'll think positive: try my best.. the worst part is, wad if ur best is still not enough??

2005-05-31T18:26:00.000-07:00

haha.. watched miss universe todae.. so amusing.. oh wells.. canada won.. she's quite pretty.. got very nice glassy eyes.. and love her evening gown! whee.. =)) haha.. and she answered the final question pretty well too.. but so sad.. i think switzerland was quite pretty too.. esp in the evening gown.. hahaha.. oh and indonesia got into the top 15.. surprise surprise.. haha.. but i dun like her evening gown.. it's this black thingy with a huge flowing 'tail' at the back.. as in some bushy black thingy.. i think the animal pple will sue her or smthing.. hahaha.. really.. it was kinda unflattering and if i were the person behind her, i'd accidentally step on it and see how she'll react.. hah. =P

den the dominican republic woman is like 6 feet plus!! im like.. whoa.. really.. in the swimsuit part, her legs looked like they were made from porcelain.. beautifully carved.. oh mannn... it's really nv ending larh.. and tt's why i think, she made it to top 5.. cos she wasnt tt pretty.. haha..

so sad cheryl tay didnt make it.. haha.. i noe.. but still she was quite a ncie girl larh.. quite pretty too.. got very nice big bright smile.. and got some others i thot was quite good too.. budden they nv make it.. hahaha.. and i think the miss universe 2004 was really pretty larh.. like in every footage they show of her, she'll look very good one.. as in consistently pretty.. hahaha.. i thot miss lebanon was not bad.. but she also nv make it.. i was quite surprised israel got into top 15.. oh wells..

den i was late for band todae.. abt 5 mins.. heh. so had to run 3 rounds.. cos i 4got it started at 12:45.. oh man.. tmr is appointment day.. got spine thing in the morn, eye in the afternoon, and one more in the evening.. sigh..

2005-05-29T15:57:00.000-07:00

went to church in the morn.. oh man.. was freezing.. my nose was killing me.. i really felt like chopping it off at one point.. so irritating.. kept sniffling..

i jus realised smthing.. i have a lot of holiday hw waiting for me.. and im still no starting much yet.. sheesh. got art foa final product thingy.. math, sci, hist-eng, geog sias, and hafta touch up on my chi sia.. den hafta revise my maths for retest and tt yellow sheet of paper.. must go copy hist and sci notes which i hope have been uploaded on ivle already.. wahh.. ivle really got prob lor.. everytime go there take so long.. cant access the inbox.. and the fastest is the logout. so stupid.. cant find my slides.. why the teachers nv upload.. sigh..

i think my comp's infected.. oh wadeva.. tt means i prolly wont have much time to blog.. i dunno how many times the antivirus thing has popped up.. hmm.. maybe got smthing to do with blogger.. hah.

2005-05-26T21:00:00.000-07:00

poot.. haha.. follow brenda.. =) erherrmm.. todae during chinese, we went to library haha.. and slacked.. we were forced to borrow at least one chinese book.. hahaha.. so i borrowed one with lotsa pics.. haha.. to keep me entertained while reading.. haha.. and ber borrowed a book so small it can fit into my wallet.. haha.. no kidding. den shuhui and i wandered to the 3rd level.. and i borrowed 3 more el books.. whee.. cant wait to read it.. heh.. and we saw a lot of wierd books.. like.. 'thinking w/o thinking'.. hahaha.. and 'the tree'. wow. oh man.. hahaha.. and i cant rmb the last time i actually borrowed a book frm the library.. haha.. but the books there ok larh.. quite gd.. heh.. i sound like a nerd.. hahaha.. im a smart nerd.. wait.. no, oh wadeva..

actually todae i was quite tired.. really.. didnt sleep much.. oh well.. den had to clear all my junk under my table.. and finally found my long lost maths file.. haha.. thx to shuhui.. hahaha.. hmm.. but got a lot of hol hw and sias leh.. so sian.. spoils my mood.. hah..

oh so farnee.. todae in band.. hui juan was like trying to say 'the allegro bar' and she said 'the allegro bra'.. haha.. ok.. maybe it doesnt sound tt farnee.. oh well.

2005-05-23T14:45:00.000-07:00

i noe todae's a public hol.. and tt the hols are coming really quickly.. im supposed to be happy rite? haha. seriously, there's still a lot i need to do.. wasting my precious time.. smone please tell me u have been slacking too.. it'll take away my guilt and make me feel better.. heh..

2005-05-21T10:04:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the end of sabbaticals.. hmm.. im not sure if im sad or happy or wad.. but i really think the art part was fun.. we finally finished our river thingy.. and it looked pretty cool.. the teachers are even considering putting it up for display during foa.. whoa..

speaking of foa.. oh man.. cant wait.. i'll be performing pple!! come support me! hahaha.. but still got long way larh.. in july.. but it's coming anyway.. yayness.. i lurveee the arts.. and this will be my first arts fest.. hope we'll perform well.. we'll be playing 7th nite and im not sure if we get to play another song.. hopefully we would be allowed.. show everyone how we got the gold for syf.. and prove to everyone tt we can do it.. yeah.. =))

jus went to watch sso concert yesterday at esplanade.. wow wow wow!!!!! my first concert.. and it was really cool.. i cant believe it.. they sound really nicee.. and ahh!! i saw the harp again!! hahahaha.. and this time i managed to actually hear how it sounded.. oh wowowowowow.. very nicee.. haha =)) and we saw ms chong and all the other instructors too.. haha.. and ma yue's big solo was very nicee.. oh man.. all i can say is nice. really really.. i think i wont mind going for another one.. but so sad.. the 2nd half i was kinda like falling asleep.. cos tt piece was like one hour.. heh.. but it was a very nice song.. esp the last part of the last song.. u could jus see the passion written on all thier faces lah.. they were really soo into the music.. everyone was expressing themselves so well.. u cant helped but be moved by them.. and their dynamic range was very big and all.. still i slept.. i dunno why.. but jus a short while larh.. i think it was too soothing and everything.. haha.. but i promise i will nv ever sleep again in any concert.. haha.. cinders slept too.. and vera.. hahaha.. den i think got some woman laughing at us sleeping.. though i dun think the sight of us sleeping is tt amusing.. oh wells.. haha.. den me, cinders and yanzhen were trying to spot ms chong's husband.. percussion one.. den i think i saw him.. but he was so far away, couldnt really see his face.. haha.. and i think the conductor's name very cute.. lan shui.. blue water.. hahaha.. green grass?? hahaha.. sry. =P

den this guest violinist came to play.. and i think most of the pple came to watch cos of her larh.. so anyway, after her performance, the audience jus kept clapping and clapping non-stop for like 5 minutes.. really. serious. and den she kept coming out of the door, bow, den go back in, den come out again and bow, den go back in again.. hahaha.. quite farnee larh.. den all the while the pple jus clapped and clapped and clapped some more.. i really didnt noe they could clapp for so long.. even after she went in and didnt come out again.. haha.. den the sso pple left for intermission.. den they finally stopped.. me and cinders were laughing away.. haha.. =))

i lurvee the concert hall.. as in it's very beautiful architecturely.. and the sound really fills up the whole entire big hall.. so cool lor.. maybe nxt time i shall work at the esplanade.. not bad lah.. earn quite a lot too i suppose.. even frm the outside also looks so beautiful.. esp at night.. awww..

2005-05-18T16:07:00.000-07:00

today's my bro's burfdae.. haha.. and i got him fish 'n' chips frm my sch canteen!! lol.. XD
ok.. i change my mind.. heh.. i quite like environmental science now.. well.. yesterday's fieldtrip was pretty fun i suppose.. much fun-ner den i expected it to be.. haha.. the water was really nice, cool and clear.. so much so tt some of us even wanted to walk in the water rather den on land.. well, it was kinda sandy.. i shouldve worn sandals really.. cos all the sand got stuck in my shoes.. so a bit uncomfortable when i walk.. haha.. my nice white sch socks turned brown! hahahaha... and gd thing my shoes were old.. borrowed my sisters' old pair.. hahaha.. but i wasnt gd at catching fishies.. and other stuff.. i only catched one.. i dunno wad tt was.. haha.. =D and thank God i didnt get too many bites.. janice got 8! haha.. and we kinda stank after the whole trip.. so some of us went to bathe in sch.. hahaha.. i nv knew how nice my clean hong zi was.. XD

den we did some lab testing stuff in the afternoon.. and drew our river cross section and gather all our data.. surprisingly, we managed to collect our data.. hahaha.. i was really worried we would be lost.. oh wells..

den today was even better.. ok.. the morning session was still quite boring.. cos of the ppt and all tt.. so i was yawning away again.. but after lunch we had ART! woohoo! hahaha.. i finally discovered how artistic i was! haha =)) i thot it would be some science or geog related art, but noo.. hahaha.. we get to do lots of cool stuff with expensive--expired--paint! hahaha.. expired really.. tt's why the art shop donated it to us.. hahahaha... and mrs teo was really nice.. very amusing.. =DD and she taught us like mood, colour, texture.. and we got to paint really cool stuff.. not those tt we usually do in normal art lessons.. more like spray painting.. with a straw.. haha.. and lots of blending stuff.. hahaha.. ive nv had so much fun in any art lessons b4.. heh.. i lurve painting!! hahahaha.. i cant believe im saying this.. but im really looking forward to the nxt art part!! but dunno wad we'll be doing tmr.. oh well.. i bet it's smthing cool too.. whee.. hahaha.. seriosuly if not for this art thingy.. i think todae would have been jus.. normal.. hahaha.. XD

2005-05-16T18:50:00.000-07:00

i hate environmental science.. wait.. i dun hate it.. but i dislike it a lot. sigh man.. i yawned like at least 20 times in the morn todae.. i jus couldnt stay awake.. partly cos i didnt sleep well.. but all the teachers did was go thru ppt slides and more slides.. it was boring larh to be honest.. and in the morn some more.. i was really staring at the clock all the while.. u couldnt have imagined how happy i was each time the bell rang.. i was literally counting down to end of sch.. ms lye was nice and engaging and all.. but science is really not my type.. and come on.. ecology.. bleah.. i did horribly for tt in term 1.. it jus doesnt interest me.. and i think the teachers noe we're bored or smthing.. cos they kept saying.. "oh one more slide! one more only.." oh wells.. i was really dozing off..

i couldnt take in anything.. really felt soo tired.. im not in the mood to enjoy nature and the environment.. and guess where we're going for field trip tmr.. some river at venus drive.. hahaha.. seriously.. i think it'll be fun.. but ive no idea at all how to collect data and stuff like tt.. i think i'll be very lost tmr.. and i hope the river doesnt stink or anything.. like lifeskills camp.. oh man.. and i heard it's mosquitoe-infested.. great.. i noe i shldnt be like this.. but i really cant help it.. i jus dun find it interesting.. i mean.. i'll rather go to the zoo and study animals or smthing.. u get free ben and jerry's at the zoo now anyway.. kinda a consolation..

but anyway, this module was like kinda my last choice.. so im trying to be happy with it.. but it's hard. u noe.. others get to do much funner things.. they learnt how to do manicure for personal enrichment.. and frankly, tt's 10 times better den going for a field trip.. sigh.. why, why, why do i always get stuck with the stupid things pple dun wanna do??!. bleah. and sch was supposed to end at 2.30 todae.. but we had to come up with some dichotomous key thingy to classify species.. and heh.. tt's like not exactly the greatest thing on earth to do rite.. and we had quite a hard time.. so we got held up.. yuck.. i really wanted to jus jump up and go.. sigh.. horrible horrible horrible.. how am i gonna survive 4 more days??! arghhh. mnbvcxzlkjhgfdsapoiuytrewq. im not being vulgar.. jus frustrated.

2005-05-13T03:42:00.000-07:00

yay! 2 more weeks.... whee... cant wait.. =)) hahaha.. too bad still got sias and other stuff.. oh well..

had NAPFA yesterday.. yay! got 29/30!! whee.. haha.. at first for the shuttle run.. i kept slipping.. so i got B budden the teacher told me to change my shoes.. so i swopped with roses and yay! did much better.. wahh.. the floor was really slippery larh.. others kept slipping too.. pull-ups.. haha.. i was planning to stop and 7 and get a C or smthing.. haha.. den huiyi they all kept asking me to do 1 more and 1 more.. hahaha.. until i did 13.. hahaha.. proud of myself...=DD and standing broad jump.. oh man.. so wasted.. didnt get my 200.. sigh.. i missed by one cm.. deproved.. hahaha.. oh well.. but i did well for sit ups.. haha.. got an A.. yay! and did 40.. whee.. tt's gd for me.. =)) sigh.. but sit and reach.. haha.. foreva so lousy.. managed to scrap past.. 48.. hahahaha.. im soo not flexible!! =) and ermm.. wad else.. oh yeah.. 2.4 hahaha.. i stopped twice!! arghh.. but i managed to get A yayayayay!! considering tt i didnt train much.. as hard as last yr.. =))) yup.. pleased with myself.. *gives myself a pat on the back*.. XD

today we had cip.. really was quite fun teaching the woodlands primary pple.. tho our kids were a bit hard to handle and control.. but they're quite a nice bunch of pple.. haha.. and cute too.. =D wahh.. they really can talk a lot larh.. and quite daring too.. but oh well.. they're still really niceee.. and fun too.. but heh.. i dunno if they actually learned frm us or not.. hahahaha.. dunno larh.. nvm if they didnt.. i think they had fun.. potential juniors! XD pity we only had an hour.. and we ran out of lollies.. as in we had enough for them.. but no more extras for me.. =(( hahahaha.. hopefully we can do this kind of cip again.. hahaha.. but the bus ride was the best.. haha.. so farnee.. lalalalala.. =DD poor jia wen.. =P hahahahaha.. but missed band cos of this.. hmm..

other den tt.. todae was quite uneventful i guess.. ermm.. really not much happened i suppose.. so far.. quite happy with my ca.. but did badly for geog.. dunno whether they calculate wrongly or not.. perhaps not lah.. i dun noe.. oh well.. i think cos my quizzes and tests i barely passed.. maybe.. but other den tt.. im contented wif wad i got.. =))

cant wait for the hols!! hahaha.. got lots of things to do.. hahahaha..

2005-05-11T03:29:00.000-07:00

im jus a passing shadow in their lives.. dull, black, and just... there. fading away when they start to shine.. for a shadow can nv shine.
when u look at a rose, do u notice the rose or the thorns.. im jus a thorn around the many roses..

guess wad.. i failed my maths.. like duh. but i failed miserably.. really.. im so angry with myself.. cos i didnt do the best i could.. i made so many stupid mistakes.. arrgghh.. i got a headacheeee... owww.. i hate maths.. why should i take retest.. i bet it wouldnt make much of a difference.. im always below average.. i nv did very well.. and i nv will. i hate it cos it has a one and only definite answer.. 1 + 1 must be equal to 2.. why is it tt i always nv get tt one and only answer?? many of us did fail.. but i was one of them who failed worse.. w/o the careless mistakes, i could have done so much better.. i was soo close.. yet so far.

but who cares.. the world's coming to an end.. the sky's falling.. the round's cracking.. i will die of my headache.. im already dying inside..

i give up.

2005-05-09T03:42:00.000-07:00

quote frm shuhui.. hu quoted her uncle.. anyway.. when u like smone a lot and he/she doesnt like u, dun be miserable.. think like this: u have lost smone hu doesnt like u.. but he/she has lost smone hu loves him/her a lot.. hahahaha.. talk abt positive thinking! lol.. =D

hmmm.. sch was quite slack today.. we havent gotten back our maths test yet.. thankfully.. we got back science though.. and science was good!! hahaha.. thot i'll do badly cos it was after maths.. oh well.. most of us did well.. happy for everyone.. first time i did so well for science.. hahaha.. =DD at least it's some kind of consolation for me when i get back maths.. crossing my fingers.. oh well..

2005-05-07T14:44:00.000-07:00

im in loveeeee.... with the HARP!!!!! oh man.. i love harp!!!!!! ahhhhhh!!!!!!! i wanna learn how to play harp!!!!!!!! i saw mrs ee playing last time.. and i didnt noe harp was tt niceee.. act, i didnt hear how it sounded i only saw how it looked like.. but the sight of it is enough to convince me it's worth learning how to play.. it's the first time i saw a real harp.. i thot it was those small instruments tt can rest on ur lap while u strum it.. but it was HUGE!!!! like.. my height?!! i dunno.. but oh well.. it really looked so grand and majestic and beautiful.. awwww.... and the strings were so colourful and cool.. i can just imagine how it would sound like.. it looks sooo heavenly.. ooooohh.... but too bad i cant learn in s'pore.. i think i hafta go overseas just to learn.. prob england.. where all the music schs are.. but so ex.. i think i dun even have money to buy harp.. let alone take lessons.. but i really really wanna learn!!! it's not common, tt's why it's worth learning.. i could jus imagine myself touching it.. the curves would be so nice and smooth.. so amazingly carved.. ahhhh!!!! i really didnt exactly believe there was even such an instrument.. i really thot tt it only existed in fairytales.. as in i knew there were harps.. somewhere.. but i nv got to see one.. and actually, all along i have been wanting to see one.. ooohhhhh.... i didnt know it was soooooooo niceee!!!!!!!! im determined to learn.. sometime.. I WANT MY HARPPP!!!!!!!!!!

2005-05-05T20:44:00.000-07:00

maths test. it was much worse den a nightmare. cos it's reality. it's a serious test, and i did only like less den half the paper.. in all my life, ive nv encountered such a situation b4.. of cos, maths is not my best sub, but still.. i didnt expect it to be this bad.. it was like question after question, almost consecutively, and i couldnt do them.. i was really scared lah.. all so difficult, but guess wad.. i finished it abt 20 mins be4 time.. but duh cos i didnt do all the questions.. and the worst thing is the question i couldnt do were the highest weightage.. and i couldn't do any of the graph questions.. the sinking feeling was horrible.. it's like ms lee nv even teach much on graph cos there was no time.. so my knowledge was only on-the-surface.. so obviously i wont know how to do larh!! the standard was much much higher den the past year questions and the quizzes.. i feel like banging my head on the wall.. and the ratio one.. i could have done it.. i felt like jus giving up half way and hand in the paper as it is.. i felt like tearing it.. i dun want it back.. oh wadeva..

den me and shu hui were trying to be happy abt it.. started calling ourselves happy losers and gd failures.. but after tt, we realised we were merely consoling ourselves.. and cos the results are not out yet, so there's somehow still a faint glimmer of hope.. and we dun feel so bad... yet. but once the results come out and confirms our failure.. the rest is history. it wasnt even a test.. more like i stare at the paper and the paper stares back at me..

i really like to thank the teachers for making me feel so stupid, dumb, retarded and out-of-place.. i feel like crying.. yet there r no tears for me to shed.. i shant cry over four sheets of paper.. it's not worth crying over.

why women cry

2005-05-03T19:02:00.000-07:00

mother's day coming.. smthing here to share..
A boy asked his mom, "Why are you crying?"

"Because I'm a woman" she told him."I don't understand," he said.His mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father,"Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God; when God got on the phone, the man said, "God, why do women cry so easily?"
God answered:
When I made woman she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world; yet gentle enough to give comfort.
I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.
I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and to take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.
This same sensitivity helps her to make a child's boo-boo feel better, and share in her teenager's anxieties and fears.
I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults, and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.
I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.
I gave her a tear to shed.
It's hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed. It's her only weakness.
It's a tear for humanity.

"When you see her cry, tell her how much you love her and all she does for everyone. And even though she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good." "She is special!"

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

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2005-05-02T16:13:00.000-07:00

i lurrvvee apple and aloe vera!!
but i DUN love vera.. oh wadeva.. out of point..

todae.. had our performance.. quite a small one.. but oh well.. it was pretty successful.. but HOT!! i was drenched in my own perspiration.. actually i like the band u a LOT.. but it's jus soo uncomfrotable when ure in the sun.. my scarf was kinda strangling me.. anyway, it's still a niceee band u.. and i forgot to bring my bottle along.. so i was dehydrated.. =P tt's why im drinking aloe vera.. okay.. im crapping a lot

actually i was kinda hoping tt the holiday would fall on thurs or smthing.. afterall, todae's sort of a slack day.. with the not-so-impt subjects, so it's jus a bit wasted.. and thurs is the longest day.. and the worst, with almost all the 'impt' subjects crammed up.. but it's still a holiday.. so.. =S

we didnt get to do our geog project todae.. but i was quite tired after the performance, so i really didnt feel like going anywhere anyway.. i dun feel like doing anything now.. i feel like playing piano.. but i play in the morn already.. oh crap.. wad am i talking abt.. sry..

2005-05-01T03:40:00.000-07:00

it finally rained todae.. yay.. like after how many weeks.. but it was only a small drizzle.. quite pathetic.. it should have been pouring for at least an hour.. oh well.. better den nothing i guess..

chinese test was horrible.. as in the result.. and i was mugging soo hard for a week.. and i passed miserably.. and nxt week there's math and science.. oh man.. all the subjects tt im weaker in.. and i didnt do too well for the hist assignment either.. great..

yesterday was the walkathon.. it was quite uneventful.. really. the only nice part was the body combat thingy.. but the sun was roasting me alive.. i didnt feel like doing at all.. and i was really stupid, cos i nv drank bubble tea b4, so when i went to buy a drink, i wanted to try.. den i saw a lot of pple drinking some milk-coloured thingy and i asked my friend what it was and she said it was apple.. so i went to buy, and it really tasted horrible.. so milkish.. and i hate milk.. unless it's ice cream.. but partly cos i also didnt shake the cup well enough.. but the milk concentration was sooo high.. i gave it to jiaying.. wasted my 2 bucks.. den jiaying was nice and generous and treated me to fish balls.. but the parent helper said she had no change for a ten dollar note.. so in the end, i didnt get my fishball.. quite sad lah.. but oh well.. it's jus 3 fishballs..

gotta go study.. shall end here.

2005-04-27T00:18:00.000-07:00

whee.. todae was kinda fun.. hahaha.. we broke the guiness world record cos we made the longest popiah!!! hahaha.. i think it was 196 or 194 cm.. arnd there.. and the previous record was 105 cm.. hahahaha.. =)) quite happy for the sch.. the best part was I was one of those hu made the popiah.. hahaha.. w/o me, they would nv have done it.. hahaha... =))) i did the rolling and put the cabbage leaves.. but it was really hot lah.. we were burning in the quadrangle.. though it was only like 9 plus ten in the morning.. and we didnt even get proper gloves lah.. we got plastic bags instead.. er yeah.. hahaha... so it was quite difficult to pick things up and my hands were perspiring[however u spell it] like crazy in the plastic bag.. but the popiah looked really good actually.. and the best part was there were lots of pple taking pictures of us.. the press!!! and i think i managedto squeeze my head into the pic!! hahahaha.. look out for me everyone!! i may be on tv or in the papers!! =))) but i was dehydrated after tt.. cos we had p.e. be4 tt so i seriously needed water..
ooohhhh... and guzheng got GOLD!!!! congrats shu hui!! ur needless worrying! yayayayayay!!! hahaha.. i think we did really well this time for syf.. strings got GOLD WITH HONOURS!!! double yay! =)) congrats too, pinyan!! and u look really nice in ur costume!! hahaha.. =))
i feel really happy for them.. but somehow.. i dunno why.. i feel emptiness at the bottom of my heart.. i still wish-even now-tt we could jus get the gold with honours.. tt moment when the announcer read the result for us was really like the verdict scene in TKAM.. so anti-climax and disappointing. But oh well.. it's over.. i noe we were good! we were the best band.. but the gold was wad the judges thot was for us.. in our hearts we noe we have the standards, we noe we've proven to everyone in sch tt day tt we could do it. we did our best, and we couldn't ask for any more.. so yes.. i'll stop brooding over it..
oh yuck yuck.. i went to tighten my braces on mon and i played horribly during band yesterday.. feel so bad.. heh.. and i still cant decide a colour for my braces.. so it's still grey.. oh well.. i hurts much more den last time.. so irritating..
oh yes.. and we will be performing at the Istana on mon may 2!! afternoon.. abt 130 pm.. im still not sure exactly wad time.. but arnd there.. so everyone, please come and support me!! haha.. we may be on tv again!! haha.. i think tt's the only part im looking forward to!! hahaha.. =))

2005-04-25T05:45:00.000-07:00

so sian and tired todae.. i was dying during chem... couldn't understand wad mrs soong was saying.. as in it went in thru my ear and went out again.. wad's wrong w/ me.. i kept yawning.. jus couldn't stay awake.. and maths was horrible.. someone really has to convince me tt im not deaf.. cos i seriously cant understand as in cant even hear ms lee lah.. and everytime ask her question she always nv hear.. or is it she dun want to answer my question?? wadeva lah.. i hope i dun fail maths.. i hate graphs.. rosey's right.. they shld ban graph paper cos it seriously causes myopia.. yuck yuck yuck.. sigh.. and then there's chi tmr.. i think ive studied.. but i think i forgot everything too.. oh well.. it's jus sad larh.. some pple can take chi test w/o studying much and one week's still not enough for me.. i hope i dun fail too.. esp for summary.. oh man.. im worrying so much..
shu hui!!!! jiayou for syf tmr k?? u all can do it one.. have faith in urselves!! bring down the stage!! yay.. =)) nygz rox! u will get the gold w/ honours!!! lucky pig.. and u get to miss chi test too! haha.. =))

sports day.. sort of

2005-04-22T00:58:00.000-07:00

hahahaha... todae was quite fun larh.. tho it was scorching.. and our class tee's black!! so tt kinda made it worse.. oh well.. but it was more fun den i expected.. we took part in 4x100 and 4x400 and we did really really well!!! thx to estelle, pris, roses, si jie, jolyn and jia wen!! whee.. =))) we won the 4x400 and got into finals for 4x100!!! yay! and 1/7 did pretty well too.. and we won quite a few other medals too.. haha.. and den vera borrowed jiawen's medal for hurdles, and i borrowed jolyn's 1500 medal and we went arnd showing off, pretending it was ours.. hahahaha... =))) no one believed vera..[i wonder why =)] some believed me.. hahaha..
den we went to j8 to finish some eng thingy.. went to mos burger and sat there for an hour before getting chased out.. so we went to take neoprints and later some of them went to watch samara and the rest went home.. except suikim hu got dance..
thx to siyu, again, i learnt how to take mrt todae.. im such a loser.. hahaha.. i scared i take the wrong train cos i cldnt tell which line goes where.. =p oh wells.. i still prefer taking bus..

my blog!!

2005-04-21T03:52:00.000-07:00

hey people.. ok.. got my blog done.. thx to SI YU.. hahahaha:))))) she was helping me do practically everything todae during IT which was quite slack.. ya.. all i did was type my user name and password.. and when mr shone came over, i pretended to help si yu with her excel.. hahahaha.. so anyway, thx bunches si yu!!! :))) erm.. it's not exactly done yet.. esp the links.. cos now i can only rmb a few.. and the rest.. not too sure already.. haha.. sry.. i'll try to link those i missed out a.s.a.p.. ya.. tt's all i have to say for now..

2005-04-04T03:29:00.000-07:00